Kill Who You Love

I don't remember much about these dreams, but I remember very specific parts that stuck with me. I felt the need to get them down though. I'll write as much as I can about them. I don't know if they were part of one dream or broken up, but I'm going to break them up into different stories anyway.

***
Dream One
Recently, I've been working at a thrift store that my family decided to open. Some man gave us some katanas that he wanted us to sell for him, though I wasn't there when he brought them in so I don't know what he looks like. In my dream, he showed up at my house, asking for a percentage of the money. We told him that we hadn't sold them yet, but as soon as we did we would let him know. He went crazy and pulled out a gun on us. He then picked up my baby cousin and ran out the door. I ran into my room, went under my bed, and pulled out my airsoft gun (this gun is in a lot of my dreams for some reason) before chasing after him. Outside, I pointed my gun at him and yelled "Freeze! Or I'll shoot!". He looked scared and immediately started firing at me, with the bullets only grazing me. I chased after him, but he jumped in his car and drove away. At that point, the police showed up and I dropped my gun on the ground and explained what happened. They checked my gun to see it wasn't real and then let me go. They continued whatever they were doing to help get my cousin back, but I decided to go after the man on my own. I don't remember exactly what happened next in the dream, but I think I went after him and killed him, saving my baby cousin.

Dream Two
I was at my school, I believe, but it was like some festival was going on. There was this girl there and she was pretty much stalking me. I think at one point we were friends, but she wanted more than that, and I was with my girlfriend. There was something going on late at night, where I went into this really scary forest. She followed me there and I told her that I didn't want to be friends with her anymore. She got really angry and then turned into this giant hideous monster. As she was attacking me, two other guys showed up to help. We managed to kill her but as she died, this golden dust fell from the sky and formed into an egg. The egg was mass produced somehow and was going to hatch into more of those monsters. I don't know much else about the dream, but I remember feeling a sense of sorrow killing her, like we had once been great friends or in love. I remember looking at her lifeless body and the whole thing felt very morbid.
***

You Know My Name

For anyone who follows my other blog, A Reaper's Memories, you know I have a very boring class called Ancient Japanese Civilization. It SOUNDED interesting. But boy, was I wrong. Anyway, I took a test in that class on Wednesday and I had a dream last night about the results, which then led to other things...it's really weird so forgive me if it doesn't make much sense.

***
I was sitting in the classroom for my Ancient Japanese Civilization class, but all the desks were facing the left side of the classroom, as opposed to the front. The professor was walking around the classroom, handing back our tests, and I remember the sun coming in through the window, pretty much blinding me and creating a huge glare on my laptop. She handed back my test and I failed it horribly (though I'm pretty sure I didn't do that bad on it) and I was so mad. I was mad, because my essay questions were correct, but she just didn't like my answers, so she failed me. I almost flipped out, but contained myself before leaving the class. I went to the theater and they were preforming something, but I talked to someone and had him make fun of my professor on stage without actually making fun of her. I can't really explain what happened, because I don't really even know. To sum it up, I got a guy to call my professor a bitch, not directly, but it was known that it was towards her. After that, me and my girlfriend went into some show or something on campus, but since most of the seats were full, we started sliding down railings as opposed to walking through the crowded aisles. When we eventually found seats, I turned to the guy next to me and started talking to him. He looked like Jason Segel (from movies like Forgetting Sarah Marshall and I Love You, Man) and I told him that. He started laughing and said people told him that a lot. We talked for a bit and became friends. But this is where things started getting weird.

He told me he thought I was cool and he was going to spare me from a virus he was going to spread. At first, I was cool with it, and asked him what kind of computer virus it was, and then asked if he could spare my girlfriend too. He looked at me and said he wished he could, but if it spread to her it couldn't be helped. He then informed me it wasn't a computer virus, like I had originally thought, but an actual airborne virus that would slowly kill everyone who didn't have the vaccine. I asked him if my girlfriend and I could have the vaccine, but he refused. Things turned kind of Metal Gear Solid like, and I found myself sneaking through a forest area. I found myself with some gear that I'm not really sure how I got, and was taking out some of the guys guards on the way to his facility. I had a weapon that I believe was similar to the way the virus would work. I would shoot it, and a bee would fly out, stinging whoever I hit with it. Then, a swarm of bees would fly around that person, stinging them to death. I think the virus was going to eventually be put into these bees' stingers and spread in a similar way.

When I arrived at the facility, I was spotted by a guard, but he was decayed and looked like a zombie. An alert was triggered and I sorted through my weapons to try and find something to incapacitate the guards with without killing them (even though they were zombies I guess). I was eventually killed because I wasn't prepared with my weapons, but was able to start over at the beginning of the room. This time, I set my stealth camouflage, along with some good weapons, and was able to sneak in and out, placing bombs as I did so. I also remember these weird binoculars I had that were made out of eyeballs, ripped out of Revolver Ocelots head. As I left the facility, things shifted to more of a James Bond feel. I was talking on a communicator to someone who I guess was supposed to be my wife and she was talking about our daughter. She eventually called her by a nickname that my wife never knew for my daughter, which tipped me off to the fact that this wasn't who I thought it was. I followed her instructions to where she wanted me to go, but I knew this was a setup. When I arrived, I was ready, and killed her and the bad guy, explaining how I had figured out what they were up to. I walked away from the facility as it exploded, destroying all traces of the virus inside.
***

This song was stuck in my head after the dream, so I'll share it like I do with all the other songs that get stuck in my head due to dreams.

Love and Money

I don't really know if I can explain these dreams so well, but I'll try my best.

***
Dream One
My girlfriend put me to bed last night before leaving to go home. In my dream, she was debating either staying the night or taking me home with her. While we were talking, her dad showed up at my house. He walked in with her little sister and started yelling at me and I told him that she was just about to go home and to relax. I think we started fist fighting or something and my girlfriend ended up being missing after that. I looked everywhere for her, but couldn't find her. I think I chased down some bad guy who was escaping in a plane or something and stabbed him. Then it was like I was playing a video game and when I finished the final chapter I would find out where she was. I was so tired and wanted to go to bed, but I couldn't unless I found her. In the middle of the final chapter of the game, I thought of something. I went outside and opened her car, and there she was. I don't know why she was in there but I think it had something to do with her dad taking her and then I guess he forgot that he made her wait in the car.

Dream Two
My dad told me to go to some event that was going on, so I went. It was announcing who the winner of some fantasy football league was and giving him prize money, which was like one million dollars or something. Then, the person in charge or whatever threw these things that looked like Jolly Ranchers into the crowd, and the people who caught them each got money too. I caught one of them and he wrote me a check for one million dollars. I tried to go to my bank, but I couldn't cash the check there because it was too much money. They told me to go to this other bank and that they would be able to help me. I went there and I don't know exactly what happened, but I ended up going back to my bank and finding out that I had four million in my account. A dream friend was with me in the dream and said that I should just leave it and keep it. I decided to go back to the people who gave me the money and let them know they made a mistake, because I didn't want them hunting me down. I told the guy in charge what happened and he said something like "You just couldn't let it be...". He threw my friend out of a window and then came after me. I fought him back and killed him. It turned out we had found out about some kind of scam they were running to give people in sports more money than they said they were getting. I don't really know. But I ended up becoming a hero for stopping and exposing him. A lot of people wanted to talk with me, but this part of the dream started getting confusing. I was in a video game store trying to buy something with my million dollars. While looking for something to buy, I realized I didn't actually have the money any more because I exposed the scam. When I left, I remembered that the mayor wanted to talk to me about what had happened. I went to see him and I explained that I had a dream, told him what happened in the dream, and then when I woke up I stopped the man in real life. It was so confusing and I'm having trouble describing the whole dream now. But, in the end, the result was the same. I just woke up.
***

The End of All I Love

Haven't written anything in a while, mostly because this semester has been a little more crazy than I thought it would be. I've also had a problem with remembering my dreams lately, possibly because I haven't been writing what I do remember down. I just woke up from a dream that I'm going to try my best to describe. It was like multiple dreams infused into one but I will break them up.

***
Dream One
I was at a sporting even for my college team, which I just now realized was basketball. We were cheering them on when we heard that a special guest was coming. It turned out to be Peter Chao, who is a pretty popular YouTube celebrity. I started talking to him but he kept getting mobbed by the crowds of people. At the end, everyone started leaving except for me and a few other people. While we were talking, Peter showed up and was hanging out with us. I don't know what we were all talking about, but I remember it being the most awesome night I had ever experienced. We ended up talking and joking around until 4 AM when the basketball team came in to get ready for a 6 AM practice. We all exchanged info to stay in touch and went our separate ways.

Dream Two
My grandfather's brother was standing at the window in my grandfather's house. He was doing something, I think playing guitar, and my dad turned to me and said "he's going to die soon". I was a bit shocked and then he explained to me that he had cancer and he was about to lose his battle. We later found out that he died. I got dressed for the funeral but didn't have a good black shirt. We drove to the funeral place and when my dad saw what everyone else was wearing he sent me brother inside and took me to the store to get a new shirt. When we got there, I somehow ended up with a new phone that the guy sold to us for a cheap price. The only thing wrong with it was that someone had inscribed some creepy Satan worshipping quote on the back of it. It ended up having some connection to Satan who said that I would have to solve all of his riddles in a certain amount of time or I would be killed and brought to hell. He also said that I could tell some people about this, if they believed me, but he would most likely kill some of them. I decided to mostly keep it to myself. At random occasions, he would drag my soul to hell, leaving my body unconscious. I don't know exactly what happened down there, but I do know that it was horrifying. I don't remember much else from the dream, but I remember waking up in the middle of the night, thankful I was alive and that it was all just a dream.

Dream Three
I think after I woke up from my other dream, I fell asleep into this one. I was talking to my dad and he told me he was going to kill himself. I tried to stop him, but I couldn't. I think him and my uncle decided to kill themselves together. I found myself sitting on the stoop of my grandfather's house not knowing what to do. I felt as though everyone around me was dying. There was a sense of being completely alone in the dream, except for my cousins. I was wondering what I was going to do. Everyone was gone and I had no where to go. Eventually, my dad and my uncle came back from wherever they were, drunk. I was relieved, though I still felt uneasy because my dad didn't seem like himself. We went inside the house, where I was explaining to my cousins about how I hung out with Peter Chao and how we were friends. I tried to message him but he didn't want to message me back. I eventually gave up, but that's all I remember.
***

What A Horrible Night To Have A Curse

So, I've never actually played Castlevania II for the NES. But I loved the first one intensely. However, I watched Egoraptor's Sequilitis about the two when that first came out. I did however play Dr.Jeckel and Mr.Hyde which I think he mentions in his video. This dream kind of used ideas from both of them. It was so disturbing while I was actually in it so I guess you would have to see it to realize how scary it really was, even though I didn't wake up scared.

***
Me and my girlfriend were playing some game that I can only assume was on the NES. We were killing some monster things and I got a message that said "What a horrible night to have a curse..." which is the line that would show up in Castlevania II. My character changed and started going after my girlfriends character. I told her to run because I had no control over him and he was going to kill her. Something happened and the game turned into a first person view type thing, except we were actually in it, because we had full control over our bodies. We were exploring and grabbing different kinds of weapons that were laying around but as the sun set, the message popped up again. "What a horrible night to have a curse...". Instead of me changing, a whole bunch of horrifying monsters were appearing around me. I pulled out a handgun that I had found while searching and cocked it. I didn't cock it all the way and only one bullet went into my "ammo". I fired one bullet at a time having to cock the gun each time I wanted to fire. I can't even explain what this creature looked like...it was like a rotting heap of flesh with a head. I shot a few bullets into it's head but it didn't seem to be doing anything. While that was going on, there were other horrifying things running around, and I wasn't sure what to focus on. Eventually, I learned the correct way to cock the gun and was given a complete clip of ammo each time. Even after firing an entire clip into the monsters head, it didn't seem to have any effect. I was thinking to myself "what kind of game is this?". Eventually, the morning came and all of the monsters became peaceful or vanished. There was a town nearby that me and my girlfriend ended up at and some of the shopkeepers were goblins. Though they would be hostile at night, they seemed to be friendly now. I realized that what I would have to do is hide when the night time came. I was out exploring in the field again, when the message popped up and night fell. I found a barn that was littered with skulls and bones and hid somewhere completely out of site. I saw some goblins approaching and they somehow knew I was there. They began to light the barn on fire with flamethrowers and I began to burn alive. It was horrible and I remember thinking that I was just going to let myself die because I didn't want to play anymore. Right when my health was about to run out, it filled about a quarter of the way and I exited the barn. Outside, I started fighting and killing the goblins, blowing them up with some wagon full of explosives. I continued to walk and found a few more horrible monsters that I started to fight with some bladed weapons I found. The combat felt so awesome, but I was hardly doing any damage. The last thing I remember was trying to get away from some horrible giant half-dead troll looking monster with tentacles. I remember jumping down a well to escape from him.
***

A Lot of Backed Up Dreams

A bunch of dreams saved up, even though these aren't all the dreams I had. These were the dreams that I needed to write down, because they had the most impact on my mind. If only I was able to write down every dream I had, I would go back to having Lucid Dreams. That would be fun.

***
Dream One
A princess was in a dream world created by some evil witch. The princess was solving the witches' puzzles in order to be set free. I ended up getting taken into the world and the princess was helping me solve the first few challenges. Something happened where the witch was going to kill me so the princess said that she would become the witches prisoner if she let me solve the puzzles, and if I did she would be set free. Before being taken away, the princess gave me some hints and told me that there was a spot on my sword that if I hit anyone else's weapon with, it would break. The witch then took the princess and faded into a wall with her. I was solving a few of the puzzles and then these three monsters attacked me. I think one was a floating skull and one was like a miniature Gryphon. I don't remember what the third one was, but I had a few spells I was using on them to find their weakness. I killed all of them except one, and while I was fighting the last one the dream shifted over to the princess. She was in the witches castle, laying in bed next to a baby. It turned out the baby was mine and it was what the witch really wanted and she was going to do everything in her power to stop me from seeing him. The moon was watching (because in this world it was actually...some giant...thing) and felt sad and wanted the baby to be reunited with me, so when the dream switched back to me, I was on a ship and the moon helped guide me in the right direction. I ended up in some desert area where I found a village of people. For the first time in a long time (I guess I had been in the dream world a long time) I had found people. They were friendly and told me to be careful of the sand because of the monsters that lived under it. We were walking on one of the paths they had made when they explained to me that some of their cargo had been dropped on the sand, and even though the really needed it, they couldn't get it. I got on a thing that was like a zip line and slid down to where the cargo was. They were yelling at me to come back up or I would die. I grabbed the cargo and when the monsters jumped out of the sand to kill me, I pulled out a dagger and slashed them up before they could ever hit the ground.
The dream switched back to the witches castle, and showed the princess sitting at a table with some people. One of them was my dad. Somehow he ended up at my village, I think he snuck away from the table because he was bored and he was with my son. At first, I didn't realize who he was, because being in the world for so long warped your mind and removed your old memories. Eventually, I knew who he was and brought back his memories by reminding him of everything we used to do. The witch knew what was going on and sent an army to come kill me. There was a crazy fight that took place and my dream was split up into two different parties. I ran to the castle by myself, while some member from the village and my dad held back the army, along with my son, who was much older now, even though he still didnt know who I was. I got to the castle, found the princess and started out escape, but the place was crawling with monsters. I had to fight my way out. Back at the village, the people were getting so powerful and using awesome spells. One of them used the death spell on the leader of the army and a grim reaper flew around him, took his scythe and slit his throat with it. In the castle, I was using some awesome spells too, I don't remember exactly what, but I was destroying everything. Right when I got to the witch, I ended up waking up. Though I was still half asleep and the dream was fading, I managed to fight the witch and stab her before opening my eyes.

Dream Two
I was at my old high school doing a lab for a course that I just finished at college. After I finished the lab, I went to visit my favorite teacher from high school. He was happy to see me and asked what I was doing in the school and I told him about the lab. He said there was a huge storm coming so everyone had to wait until 4 before they were allowed to leave, so I hung out with him for a while. He said they were gonna play some PS3 games until it was time to go. My dad somehow ended up at the school and was looking for me. He ended up hanging out with us for a bit, and him and these two kids next to him were showing each other their tattoos (my dad has almost two full sleeves and usually when he sees someone else with good tattoos he likes to talk to them about it) eventually we went for a walk and the floor was kind of broken and covered in vines, like a city lost and long forgotten. We saw students walking underneath and were wondering of they could see us from down there. We went downstairs into the library (and I think I was with a girl teacher now) and after talking to the librarian she eventually let us in. We found the spot and some people were talking about something, I think how the plants had some power to them. Before going in, I had found this gross looking thing and ate it (no idea why, but I remember even though it didn't taste like anything, it had a horrible gross texture). I eventually left to go and find my dad since it was time to leave. I found my teacher and told him that you could actually see the classroom from the library. He thanked me and said goodbye. I found my dad in the parking lot and got in his weird car. It was a really old looking car and was making a really high pitched sound. I got out and said I was going to drive myself home.
I got into my car and started to drive. The steering wheel was on the opposite side of the car though, and I couldn't use the pedals right. I also realized half way through that I wasn't wearing my seatbelt, which was extra bad since I couldn't control my car. I brought up like a "pause" menu, and restarted from the parking lot. This time, I looked in the options to see if I could flip the steering wheel back to where it was supposed to be, but I couldn't. I put on my seatbelt and adjusted the wheel and the seats to make things a little better. While I was driving though, I was still having a hard time controlling the car (another recurring theme in my dreams, a lack of control over a car, gives me this horrible feeling). I ended up pulling over to try and fix things and took out my laptop to try and do something but then just shut it. I ended up making it home somehow and walked up the stairs to the front door.
In the living room was my mom and my brother. They had a package on the table that I have been waiting for (in real life, which is actually supposed to come today) and my mom said she was fed up with my friend (who lives downstairs) because he had some girl over and they were having crazy weird sex. I thought it might have been this girl he currently likes a lot and I went downstairs to talk to him about it. It ended up it was some random girl that he met somewhere else and I got really angry at him, asking him how he could do that to the other girl. I told him to get out of my house because I was done dealing with him. The whore girl showed up and he explained that he wanted to date the one girl but keep having weird crazy sex with the other. I told him that I wouldn't stand for that, especially since the other girl is so sweet. After that, I think the other girl showed her fangs because she was a vampire or something. Someone managed to grab her and my friend and tie them up while I figured out what to do with them.
In one room, my friend was tied to my brothers bed with some of my cousins watching him. He had become a vampire too (a scary kind, not a sparkly kind) and was trying to break free and kill us. I gave my cousin a pen to keep over his heart incase he needed to stab him, but I told him to try not to. I went into the living room to find out what my brother knew, since he was apparently a vampire expert since he watched True Blood. He told me he would contact one of the head vampires to try and help us. Before that could happen my "step-dad" (I don't have a step dad, but my friends dad was in this dream and I was calling him dad as well as my real dad being my dad) came into the living room and said he was going out. We noticed he had fangs and realized that one of the vampires must have escaped. I saw the whore girl walking from the room she was in to the room where my friend was and ran downstairs to grab a machete. When I got back upstairs, a bunch of vampires were coming at me (even though they were more like zombies). My mom and brother were sitting on the couch telling me to kill them, but I said I couldn't kill my cousin or best friend. They started ripping me up pretty bad and one of them had a gun, which they shot me with a couple of times. My mom yelled that they weren't the people I knew anymore and if I didn't kill them, they would kill me and the rest of the people I loved. I took the machete and cut off some of their heads. When I was trying to cut my cousin, the machete wasn't working. I was completely beaten and dying, but I managed to grab the gun that one of them had before and started shooting the rest of them in the head. As I fell to the floor and began to die, I asked God to forgive me for all of my sins.
I woke up in Hell. Though I had sacrificed myself and asked for forgiveness, I still ended up in hell. There were little statues that explained all of my sins, and they were really stupid and annoying (one was something like "you peed on the toilet seat on purpose when you were little") I was so mad that these were the reasons I was sent to hell. As the devil came up behind me to do whatever he was going to do to me, he turned me around and pulled off his disguise, and it turned out he was God. He was playing a joke on me and said I made it into heaven. I was so happy that I was at least in a nice place when I was dead. Eventually, God let me go down to earth to continue this blog (nice of him, huh?) and I tried to use it to have one of you guys get my girlfriend to read it (since she doesn't) because I wanted to tell her everything. But for some reason, it wouldn't work. I ended up going to my funeral and finding my brother and my mon crying. I started "haunting" a book and got it to fall on the floor. My brother realized it was me and opened up the book. I used a pen I had (ghost pen?) and tried to write but nothing would show up. I figured out that the harder I wrote in the ghost world, the more that would show up in the real world. I didn't get much to show up, but I had enough showing to let my brother know I was in a better place and to let by girlfriend know I loved her and would see her in heaven one day. I think God told me that when she died, I would be allowed to visit her, but not stay with her all the time. I was upset, but happy that I could one day see her again.

Dream Three
It was Thanksgiving at my house and for some reason my cousin was bringing one of his friends that I hate, along with a bunch of his friends that I love. I needed to take a shower and get dressed, but I kept getting distracted by random things. Eventually my cousin and his friends ended up showing up. They were doing something and wanted to play a game that involved them opening a gate for some reason. I told them that I didn't think they were supposed to open that gate until my mom said it was fine. They opened it anyway, and a bunch of monster things started running in. My cousins were killing them, because I guess this was the game they wanted to play, but since they had opened the gate earlier than they were supposed to, there were too many monsters for them to handle. During this, I went into the shower, which was outside for some reason, and picked up my razor to start shaving. A giant bug came into the shower and I slashed it and killed it with my razor. When I got out of the shower, everyone was gone. It turned out the monsters were aliens and they had taken over. Everyone was under their control and I had to sneak my way to their leader. I found out that I had the ability to turn invisible and shape shift, so I was making my way around undetected and slowly assassinating the aliens. I eventually made it to the boss who tried to infect me, but it turned out that I was immune to them, and I was the only one on earth who was. They knew they couldn't beat me because of this and that I could whipe the rest of them out, so they returned everyone to normal and left the planet.

Dream Four
There was some kind of survivor game going on. I don't know if I was in it or if I was just watching it. They were introducing two celebrity guests who I guess were supposed to be from some singing show or something. On "my team" I picked a woman named Sheila. She was the only person in my dream who had a name.I don't think my dreams ever come up with names for people, but I know that this was her name.The next event was between these two guys who I'm just going to call Baldy and Slick, since this dream would be confusing without naming them. Slick was a great racer and had been beating Baldy at all kinds of races, but this time it was Baldy who won. They were racing on weird kind of vehicles, I think they were hovercrafts or something. At the end of the race was another puzzle. The winner got the chance to try the puzzle before everyone else, so Baldy took a shot at it. There was a crossbow laying on the floor with a few bolts, I think three of them, and there were three hanging corpses behind a kind of shooting range. Baldy did the obvious, which was shoot each of the corpses with one of the bolts. Nothing happened. When everyone else arrived he explained what happened and we started trying to figure it out. Sheila said that her snake (that she had been carrying around) was poisoned. We didn't need the snake, but we felt bad letting it die. Slick had an antidote that he had won from a previous event, hanging from his neck. Baldy said he should give some to the snake but Slick wasn't going to give in for nothing. Slick made Baldy promise that he would never race again in exchange for the antidote as well as giving him all the cash he had won from the race. Baldy did not want to and almost wasn't going to, but he did it for the sake of the team. For some reason, some of the other members of the team became poisoned as well and had to take the antidote too. It turned out that antidote was actually poison and had not only killed the snake but also killed half of the team. The real antidote was on the tips of the crossbow bolts that Baldy had wasted. At this point, the dream felt horrifying and out of no where some natives of the island we were on came out and started violently hunting down whoever had survived the poison. From there, it showed everyone, except for Sheila, dying, and the dream panned over to two explorers searching in a set of ruins. One of the natives had entered the room they were in and was about to kill them when the explorers showed him American currency. For some reason, if the natives saw this, they became peaceful (which is why Slick had wanted the money). He then tried to help them solved a puzzle in the ruins. The explorers were placing shapes into sockets on the walls but nothing had happened. The native pulled out a sack with more shapes in it and motioned that what they had was only half. He had began rearranging the shapes that had been placed with his own shapes to complete completely different shapes. As the door began to open, I woke up.

Dream Five
I was on a train with my family, including my cousins. We had been having fun climbing out of the back of the train and running along the roof, before re-entering through a window. Everything seemed so beautiful, the sky was an intense blue and the grass was a magnificent ocean of green. We got in trouble at one point because we were caught by the conductor driving the train who told us to stop because it was dangerous. We ended up in New York City and got off the train. There was an army base right where the train let us off, filled with all kinds of "attractions", I guess it was an attempt to brainwash everyone into joining the army. We walked and ended up at a man's studio was taking pictures of families as they left the base. My mom wanted to take a picture of the whole family and for some reason I was really mad. I told her I wasn't wearing clothes for this and that I wasn't prepared to take a picture. After some convincing, I was ready to take the picture when the photographer attacked us. Me and my cousins developed super powers out of no where and started to fight him, eventually killing him. Along with the pictures he had taken there were also paintings around the room that he had done. We started destroying them before leaving the area. In the next area it was like a video game. There was a monster we had to fight and I had to select which character I wanted to use. We eventually killed the monster and moved on, but everything was getting intensely creepy. The last thing I remember is one of the paintings of a giant octopus monster that had survived being destroyed. It started moving and eventually the monster was released and began to track us down so that it could kill us.

Dream Six
We were at a birthday party for my little girl cousin and there were a bunch of little kids running around. I remember going into the bathroom to try and shave my face a little bit and this whore that my girlfriend works with was in her underwear trying to get in the bathroom. I looked away when I saw her and my aunt, who was in charge of the party, started yelling at me to look away from her and stop checking her out because my girlfriend would be upset. I was walking outside of the party and some stuff was going on that I'm not really sure about. I ended up getting into a fight with another one of my aunts, not sure about what, but I ended up crying and screaming that she was a horrible person because she cheated on my uncle and broke his heart. I went into another room where I guess they were handing out birthday cake, and I used the "F" word in front of a bunch of kids and their parents. One of the kids older sisters told me to watch my mouth and I started to fight with her before apologizing and telling her that I was just upset because of what happened with my aunt. After that, I ended up in the living room playing with my little cousin. I was picking him up and dancing with him and eventually put him down. My uncle came into the room and was looking for him and asked where he was, but I couldn't find him. I don't know exactly how it happened, but I guess the Devil got hold of him and was making me solve his puzzles in order to save my cousin. I solved most of them, but the last one was this weird puzzle that I had to connect all of these numbers in order to talk to my girlfriend who was at her house. Out of no where though, she was standing right next to me, trying to help me figure out the puzzle. We ended up messing up completely and when we realized what we were supposed to do it was too late. The Devil came up and said he was going to keep my little cousin. I told him to take my soul instead and he agreed, but said I would have to trick someone else into dying, by getting them to sign a piece of paper without looking at it. He also said that when my little cousin dies his soul will also belong to hell. I agreed, buying my little cousin time, and also plotting to somehow trick the Devil at his own game.
***

Sea Sick

Had a couple of dreams the past few nights, though I can't remember them entirely. I'll type what I can remember though.

***
Dream One
I was on a naval ship with my mom, who I guess decided to join the Navy for some reason. Something happened where she took off and I went after her to try and find her. I ended up in an area with a lot of houses that had swamp-like backyards. I also had a mini-ship chained to my ankle that was weighing me down that I think my mom chained to me so I couldn't find her. I ended up meeting with someone while trying to find her and he started taking me to the school. These really gross looking bugs were everywhere, crawling all over the place, and I was kind of freaked out (and bugs don't really creep me out that much). Eventually, I ended up at the school, and it was like I was transferring there. I asked the kid if he had a Glee club and he said that they did and took me to it, where I became a member and said that one of my life goals was complete. I think my brother ended up showing up saying that it was time for me to come home. I don't remember what happened, if I ended up going with him or finding my mom, but I think I remember something involving the world completely sunken in water. I feel like I remember seeing a dead body floating lifelessly.

Dream Two
I was in some building, not really sure what I was doing there, but there were a bunch of crane games, which I am completely addicted to. On the first floor, I started winning a few of them and I saw a huge one from the floor above. I went up and was trying to find the big crane, and started pushing a bunch of buttons, which made the entire building shake like a crane. It made me feel really dizzy and sick, but to stop it I had to mess around the controls and kind of made it worse before eventually fixing it. I went up to the next floor where I saw an awesome crane game that had prizes from video games that I liked. I ended up winning a few and the next thing I remember was carrying them all into my room
***

Finals Dreams

Been saving up these dreams in a notepad on my phone to post when I was done with my finals, so sorry if this post is a bit long. Also, the post might be a little messy because I just copy and pasted it from my notepad. I'll do my best to edit them but I actually don't remember having some of these dreams so they are hard to really edit. Some of these dreams were crazy though.

***
Dream One
I was at a family party or something and all of these bad guys were trying to kill me for some reason. I think they put me and some people under the influence of some dream device to inhibit us from stopping them from getting what they wanted. I remember walking through a dining like area and spotting one of them before running from him. I ended up going upstairs and there were a lot of elevators around. The men started coming out of them and I was wrestling around fighting them. I think I managed to get one of their guns away and started shooting them. When I shot them they would fade away. Eventually I met up with some other people who were trapped in this dream world as well. We had teamed up to try and find a way out. Some of them were my cousins and their friends. Some of my cousins friends ended up dying during our journey which I assume meant they were dead in the real world. My cousin and his other friend were really upset that they lost so many. Eventually we ended up at a huge monster and we all had awesome looking swords and guns. We fought the monster until it was dead and we were freed from the world.
When we woke up, we all met up and were happy to be alive. I was talking to my family about what happened but they had no idea what I was talking about. I went into the other room and found all of our swords laying there. I picked them up and brought them back to the group and handed them out to each person who had one in the dream world. Something kind of unimportant happened where my cousin's friend had some pictures on his phone that I wanted so I tried to sneak them off, but it didn't really have anything to do with the rest of the dream. After that we all said goodbye and went our separate ways.
The next thing I know, I was watching my cousin and his friend drive to a house late at night. It was like I was watching a movie though because I wasn't actually there. I saw them go into the house and start killing the people inside. They had become bad people, drunk with power and seeking revenge for their fallen friends. They captured a man in the house and set up a dream world device. The man fell asleep, but so did my cousins friend and then my cousin, because it turned out they had no idea how to use the device. I think I ended up walking into the house and falling asleep too. The next part was some kind of tanker place, with guards everywhere, and I was trying to escape alive. But that's all I remember.

Dream Two
I had to go back to community college, even though it was actually my high school for some reason. Me and my girlfriend had to take an extra class there before we could continue taking classes at our University. Our class was where my NJROTC classroom used to be in high school, and I saw my Senior Chief and said hello. In the classroom, it was some kind of music dance class but the professor was a really big jerk. I missed the attendance sheet or something and spent most of the class trying to get it. Some other weird stuff happened but eventually he assigned me to the lancer group. Our job was to clean up the attic by picking up garbage with a lance. I actually liked it a lot better than the class though. For some reason Greenday was playing and I think the lead singer was in the attic cleaning too. I eventually found this weird door and some crazy stuff started to happen.
I think I got lost in the door and there were monsters everywhere. I started walking and saw this floating skull thing who was talking to me about something, possibly about how I was going to die. I started slashing at him with my lance and his face started to peel off. He fled, and I was safe. I was searching for two other people, and I think I found the first one but then lost him. I ended up at the house of the second kid and went in to find him. The mother was waiting at the door and said I could go in, but once I walked passed something possessed her (and she looked terrifying). Inside I was met with the dad and he told me to be careful of the giant plants roots because if I touched them I would die. I started exploring, looking for the other kid, and ended up in his room. He wasn't in there though and the possessed family started trying to break through the door and kill me. I held it down and eventually was able to escape. Outside, I found the other kid who said his family had tried to kill him too, so he ran. We ended up in some room and found a secret passage which led to a squirrel (Icarus?) who was giving us acorns. After that it started turning into something like Little Nemo (a movie I loved when I was a little kid). I got the glowing staff and when these monsters started approaching I kept saying "pajama pajama pajama pajama!" until a blue light exploded and made them disintegrate. I was having some trouble controlling the staff and said to my girlfriend (who magically appeared I guess) that things would be much easier when we found the princess, because she could teach me how to use the staff. We met up with her but that's all I remember before waking up.

Dream Three
Me, my girlfriend, and one of our friends were driving in a car, coming home from something. My girlfriend ended up driving onto this place surrounded by water and the car eventually fell in (I have a this theme that pops up into my dreams every one in a while of a car driving close to the ocean and it always gives me a horrible feeling). I busted out of a window and swam to the top, but realized my girlfriend and friend were still in the car. Part of me had realized it was a dream and said "It's alright if they drown, because it's only a dream". But then I swam under the water, kicked out the windows, and rescued them. My girlfriend was so happy that I saved her and then I thought to myself that it wasn't actually a dream so it was a good thing that I saved her.
After that, I was at some fair, and these guys kept trying to get with my girlfriend. They looked like a bunch of thugs who wanted to kill me, but I was ready to fight them. Eventually, I just took her to this place we could be alone and away from the guys looking for us.

Dream Four
One of my good friends came into my room and started talking to me about this girl that he has recently been talking to. They have started to get really close. I asked him how he was doing with her and he said that he was done talking to her. I asked him why and he told me that he was gay. I asked him why he had led her on if he was gay and he told me that he was just having fun playing with her emotions and he liked to see people get hurt. I yelled at him and told him to the get hell out of my room and he looked at me like he didn't understand. I kicked him out and he started crying, saying that he didn't know what he did wrong.

Dream Five
In my Child and Developmental Psychology class, my professor was giving us back grades on papers that we wrote (even though I didn't actually write a paper in that class). He handed me back my paper and I got an F on it. I looked at it and it seemed that I only gave him the first page of my paper. I told him that I accidentally only gave him the first page and wondered if I could give him the rest. He made an appointment for me to meet with him in his office after my next class. I went to my next class (which ended up being Child and Developmental Psychology again, yet different from the previous one) and set in the lecture while some weird thing was being set up, like a game show. I then realized that I would have to meet with my professor and still make it home in time to take my girlfriend to her Christmas party.
***

An Army's Struggle

Few more dreams from the past few nights. Pretty interesting, some of them felt cool in the moment.

***
Dream One
My Mom wanted us to get haircuts in the morning,  but I told her that I needed to go to school. I spent time looking for a text book that I had lost recently, but wasn't able to find it anywhere. During my search I ended up sitting down and watching some movie that was on my television. .

Lieutenant Snow was the main character. I watched as her and her group held down some area from some bad guys in an epic battle scene. After the battle they went into a room where they were met by a guy named Wallace on a big screen talking to them. They talked about someone who the movie was named after (radiant angel or something like that) and she had been captured. They realized that Angel had an important book with her, and it was lost when she was abducted. Snow returned to the facility that her base was located in and was walking past the library, when she was asked where the book was. She said that she still had a few days to return it. the lady said to follow her, because only people who weren't planning on returning books gave excuses like that. Snow went inside and the lady asked where the book was. Snow started to tell her that Angel had been abducted and everything she was seeing on the news was a lie and a cover up. She went into detail about the horrible torture of Angel. The woman was crying and kept saying "what happened to the book?" and right when Snow was about to answer there was a flash and a crash. The woman no longer cared and just wanted the book back, but Snow ran. A bit later, the thug of the group met up with snow and handed over the book, saying that he went through the trouble to find it. It turned out that the people who captured Angel didn't know what the book was and just threw it away. He went through the garbage dump to find it. They returned to the facility but when they attempted to enter Snow was shot by guards. The thug told them to stop because they had the book and were there to return it, but the guards said their orders were to shoot Snow on sight. The bullets were weird, more like needles that buried through the skin. As Snow held on to the gate, trying to push the book through, someone unleashed these birds that covered the area in water that froze over. The bars turned to ice, which the dying Snow broke off and used to stab the guards with. Unfortunately, I woke up before I saw the end.

Dream Two
I saw an ad where this couple was paying 2 million dollars to a person who would marry their dying daughter. She was really young, but she had been dreaming of being a bride. I showed up in an attempt to make some money and was going to meet with the parents when I heard the little girl in the other room. I went in to talk to her and we started playing with her dolls. Her mother came in and said they had found someone else to take the job. I told her I was sorry and that I would leave. I think the little girl told her mom she wanted me to stay cause I was fun to play with. I told her I would stay and play with her and require no payment. A couple of other people showed up because they really wanted the money, including a few girls (it was more like company for the little girl than marriage) and we talked and eventually became friends. It fast forwarded a few months where the parents were going to pay us. It had been like me and my new found friends were nannies for the little girl, keeping her happy and always keeping her company. The mother had appreciated all of our help and was going to split up the money between all of us. I didn't want any money because we had grown so close, so I just decided not to take it. A few of the others had started collecting their money from a pile, but put it back because we had all fallen in love with the little girl and her family. There were a few other people who were working there that weren't my friends, and while they were happily accepting the money, they were also robbing the family of more than they were supposed to be getting paid. I caught them and told the mother that they were stealing money and she called them in and told them to return the money. One of the girls did, but the guy started to run. Me and my two friends that I had made while being in the house chased after him. He had an assistant who was blocking us off from getting to him and eventually started to fight me. He was beating me pretty bad, and we ended up in the street in front of my house. I was eventually able to push him in front of a car, which he tumbled over and was hurt pretty bad. I know he was saying things to me but I can't really remember what. I think it was here that I learned of a plot that the main bad guy (the one who got away with the money) had. A friend of mine (real life friend, not dream friend) just had a baby, and there was a plan to assassinate him. The reason was that this baby was going to grow up to change the world, and the bad guy couldn't have that. I managed to pick up a knife the henchman had been using on me, which had cut me up pretty bad. Something was happening where his skin was being peeled off his wrists and he was in a huge amount of pain. When I had him completely broken down, I slashed both of his wrists before cutting his throat.

After that it was like another dream, a friend (who I know in real life) was at a playground with a water gun shooting at some little girl. The woman who was in charge of watching over the little kids asked what he was doing there and he said he was playing with his niece. When the woman smiled and left he turned away and told me to come with him. We met up with some kids and I told them what happened between me and the henchman and how I just killed a man. They didn't believe me until I showed them the scars on my wrists where I had been cut, which looked really bad. They started asking about what happened when a bomb went off. I told then to run because the bad guy was after me and we jumped from building to building until we ended up in a different world (though I guess it was actually a normal thing in the dream world we were in). We went into a town and started asking the people if we could stay there because we were being chased by a man who was trying to kill us. The people there were these big, blue, boxlike creatures and I explained what had been going on. Some of them said they wanted to help us fight the bad guy. I told them I would be glad to have them. Eventually I went from world to world talking to the different people who were all sorts of different creatures and were rallying them together for my cause. I had told them about the plot to kill an innocent child who would one day save all of us and they were all pumped with the idea to help us fight. I had essentially created an army, which was great because the bad guy was way too strong to take down by myself. We arrived at the enemy palace and me and my friends were standing in front of his throne. He began to laugh at us saying we were outnumbered, until all of the soldiers from the other planets rushed in. There was a crazy battle that ensued after that. It was weird because there were a bunch of different things fighting each other, like a Koopa fighting Bowser by blowing fire on him which was actually cute and funny to watch. In the end, we had been victorious and the bad guy was defeated. The baby was safe and the universe was safe. At that point, I exited the world and was hovering over it when a new "level" opened up and I asked the army if they wanted to check it out. They all cheered that they did, so I entered. It wasn't actually a battle though, but it was like a mini game of a woman grabbing all kinds of desserts and sweets while the credits were rolling and the army was enjoying a party and a wonderful and free life.
***

Worse Than Nightmares

I had a few dreams last night, there were really horrible, but they weren't scary like a nightmare. Are these still considered nightmares though? To me, they felt worse than nightmares. The feelings given to me by these dreams were so real it was horrible. The rage from the first dream makes me want to find these people and kill them, even though it was a dream. The sadness and heartbreak from the second dream still lingers and depresses me. I guess my mind released the emotional chemicals in my brain since in my dream I really thought this was all happening.

***
Dream One
I was driving home on a motor cycle for some reason and pulled into my driveway. I went inside and saw my girlfriend home chatting with my brother about something. She said she was going to send sexy pictures of herself to all the guys at work and I told her not to, and if she did I would be furious and have to go knock each and every one of them out. While I was wrestling with her to get her phone away from her, my brother sent the pictures to all of the guys. I looked at them and they were very bad and I completely lost it. I started screaming at her and at him, asking her why the hell she would send pictures like that to other guys. I asked her if she would like it if I sent naked pictures of myself to other girls and she said no. Logic was failing her in this dream. I went on facebook and started seeing all these guys commenting on her and trying to get with her and I flipped out. I started to find out where all these guys lived and got their numbers. I called them up and told them that if they didn't cut it out and delete the pictures I was going to give them the worst beating of their lives. One of them laughed at me and told me to bring it on. I remember screaming so loud in anger. I think I went to leave the house to go mess him up, but the dream ended before I could.

Dream Two
I was at my dad's house doing something that I can't remember. Eventually, we were out in the front yard, playing around, and I got a phone call from some college who wanted me to attend. I told them I was interested in the programs that they had, but I was at a school that I loved and wasn't going to leave it. I told them that maybe after I graduated if I wanted to get a degree in their programs I would, but I wasn't interested right now. While this was going on, my little cousins were playing around and this girl who lives across the street come over to hang out. I used to have a huge crush on her when I was little. She started playing with my cousin and they were having a lightsaber battle with those really cool realistic looking lightsabers, and I wanted to get off the phone as soon as possible so I could join them (though in real life, this girl is the complete opposite of nerd). The person on the phone told me that he was screwed because his job depended on me joining their college.. For some reason at that point some big body guard type guy appeared at the house. He told me if I didn't join the college he was going to beat me up. I told him to bring it on. He started swinging at me but before I hit him I asked how old he was. He told me he was 10. He did kind of look like a giant 10 year old. Since he was so young, I didn't feel right about hitting him, despite the fact that he was trying to kill me. I avoided his attacks until eventually I thought my way out of it. I told him a way that he could make money off other people that would give the company a lot of money, and they wouldn't need me to join. He thanked me and left.
After that, I went to hang out with my cousin and neighbor and I told her that when I was little, I used to make up all kinds of games about monsters. I told her that I had a golden book that I would write all sorts of stuff down about them, and she told me that she wanted to see it. I started looking for it and I got a phone call from my girlfriend saying that her mom had died. I had this feeling of absolute dread come over me, but then I thought to myself that it wasn't real and kept looking for the book. A little while later I found it and some woman called me and asked when the funeral service was. At that point, I kind of broke down and started crying. I had this rush of memories and images in my head, wondering what my girlfriend was feeling, knowing that life couldn't ever be the same. It was the worst thing that I have ever felt (if you knew my girlfriend and her mom, you could understand why). I kind of sat there, just at a loss. The neighbor girl came over to me and gave me the book back and told me she had to leave, so I said goodbye. I flipped through the book and saw that on a lot of the pages, I was detailing how much of a crush I had on her when I was little, and felt stupid for showing her the book. I called my girlfriend to see how she was doing and she was pretty torn up. In the back of my head, I still had the anger towards her from the previous dream so I was thinking she might kill herself since we had a fight (even though in this dream I didn't know what we had been fighting about) and her mom just died. I told her I would be home soon, and got into my car to drive home.
***

Killing Another Reaper

Three interesting dreams from last night, so I guess it's time to post them.

***
Dream One
I was driving the teacher of one of my classes (it's kind of an introduction to the campus class and he's more of a T.A. than anything) and some other person to a meeting we were supposed to be having for that class. I drove all the way to the campus fine, but once I got to the parking lot, I was having trouble controlling the brakes of the car. I hate dreams like this, which I have sometimes, where I have no control over my car. I pressed my foot as hard as I could on the brakes, but it wasn't doing much. The two people in the back looks really concerned that I was going to crash, but I eventually parked the car fine. They laughed at me and said I was a horrible driver before exiting the car. We went into the building and hung out and everyone was having a good time. My girlfriend showed up a little later and it was just a nice feeling kind of dream.

Dream Two
I was at my girlfriends house (which looked more like an apartment) and we were laying on a bed watching television. I told her I had to use the bathroom and got up to go use it. While I was in there, I heard her dad come home from work and when I came outside and he saw me, he started flipping out. He went to hit her, but I stopped him, and then out of nowhere a bunch of giant monsters were summoned and took my girlfriend away. I ended up at my dads house and on the stoop in front of his house were these red orbs, all in a circle. It turned out if they were touched they would teleport me to one of the lairs of the monsters and I would have to defeat them to get my girlfriend back. My little cousins kept trying to touch the orbs, but their parents were stopping them and for good reason. I went upstairs in my dads house and started talking to a friend of mine from an online game that I play. I told him I accidentally spawned the Gods and I was going to need help to take them down to get my girlfriend back. He told me that I would only need to kill one of them to get her back, but the quest wouldn't be over until I killed them all. He said he would get a group together to fight them, but it was going to take a while. I ended up touching one of the orbs by myself in an attempt to rescue her and was teleported to the dungeon. Armed with a spear, I fought my way through until I made it to the God. I think it was some kind of giant blob or turtle or something that I can't realize describe, but it was pretty ugly. With all of my power I managed to kill the God by myself. I saw in my quest log and on my mini-map (yeah, this turned into a half video game half reality type dream) the location of my girlfriend and started heading towards her when I was "disconnected" from the portal. I "log back in" and a group of monsters had spawned while I was away. I panicked because this was my only chance to save her and wasn't able to fight all of them well enough. Luckily, I managed to take all of them down with a really rough fight while spamming healing potions on myself. However, the fight pushed me back into a room with a mummy, and the doors closed on either side of me. From the walls, more mummies began pouring out and I struggled to fight them off. I almost kill all of them when one of them bites me and I turn into a zombie as a result (thanks to a discussion me and my friend had where he had argued that mummies were essentially zombies wrapped in bandages) which made me mad because zombies and mummies are different creatures. The next thing I knew, the entire world was infested with zombies (way to go, I single handedly caused the zombie apocalypse) and I found myself hanging out in a mall with other zombie friends. Though the world seemed to be living as zombies there was still a feeling of terror in the air, so that it actually felt like a nightmare, and there were people running and screaming away from the zombies.

Dream Three
In this dream, I was playing and living in a form of Assassin's Creed. I have not played the new one yet, but I was in the shoes of the wiser and older Ezio Auditore. I was hiding in the shadows, differently from how the game is actually played. It was more like I could only be seen if I was in direct light as opposed to blending in with crowds to hide. I was at some place that kind of looked like a mix between a barn and graveyard and there was giant grim reaper stomping on the ground. I was stalking him silently, following him into the barn. He had a pet snake with him keeping a lookout which I grabbed and silently assassinated. The snake dropped a black cloak that was supposed to represent the invisibility cloak from Harry Potter. I put it around my neck and snuck past the reaper into another room. The other room had something that kid of looked like an experimental tube from Resident Evil but also had a blinking item on the ground that could be picked up, like something from Fallout (how many things can I cross-over in one dream?). It was like my little brother was standing over me watching me play, because I heard him telling me to pick up the Hi-C carton on the floor (the blinking object). I went to the test tube and picked up the second relic, which was what looked like a white orb or apple, possibly a Piece of Eden. I went back to the place where the giant reaper was and jumped out of the shadows to fight him. He was terrifying, but awesome looking. When I defeated him, I claimed the relic he was carrying, which was eternal life. These objects were supposed to represent the Deathly Hallows from Harry Potter and I remember telling my brother how awesome this game was, because that was just the beginning.
***

Lovin, Touchin, Squeezin

Can't remember too much of this dream, other than that I hated it.

***
Something happened where I was with my girlfriend, but I think we were older cause she had a son or something. We were in love and a happy family together. One day though, she was leaving for a vacation somewhere, and she told me she was breaking up with me because she didn't want to cheat on me. She left, and I knew she was going to have sex with some other guy. I was so furious, but there's nothing I could do about it. The rest of the dream was me, living a normal life, but at times realizing that everything we had was over. I broke down into tears a few times during the dream, and everything felt so real, yet surreal in the "reality", if that makes any sense. It was just a horrible feeling. I remember watching Harry Potter or something and thinking "Oh! She would love this part of the movie..." and then realized we weren't together anymore. Later on, her mother called me and told me she had died and wasn't coming back, but I knew this was a lie. I had felt so betrayed and I knew that she had just been using me for something. I couldn't get the thought of her and that other guy out of my mind. The next thing I remember in my dream, I was running around some market place, full of rage, shooting random people with a shotgun. I wish I hadn't done that, and instead had enough lucidity to go and find the bastard and kill him. I woke up feeling horrible, depressed, and angry at a man who didn't exist. I fantasized about killing him for the rest of the day, but there was nothing I could do about it, other than tell myself it was only a dream.
***

I also had this song stuck in my head, I think I "heard" it in the dream.

Dreams and Reality

Alright, I'm back again with my latest dream. Been having trouble remembering them clearly lately, which is one of the reasons for a lack of posting, but hopefully if I keep trying, they will become more clear. I actually just had this dream a little while ago when I fell asleep at school waiting before class, and it was interesting because some parts of this dream were taking place in the room I was sleeping in. Well, I'll just get into it.

Also, I know I put a lot of unnecessary  detail into these dream descriptions, but I need them there to remind me of the dream. If I write down every little piece that reminds me of the dream, I am able to have better, more frequent lucid dreams. So though anyone reading this blog most likely won't care about the small details, they are important for the purpose of this entire blog.

***
At first, I remember being at what I think was Atlantic City, on the boardwalk. I was swimming in a pool with some of my friends and got out to go find my parents. When I found my mom, she asked me where my bag was, that had all of my stuff in it, and I said I forgot it at the pool but had to go back anyway because my friends and brother were back there. She started yelling at me about something, saying that the mom of my friends called and was worried about where her kid were and she wanted me to get them from the pool. So I walked back, and remember it being a really long and annoying walk. When I got back to the pool I saw my brother and told him we had to leave and to grab my bag. There were two bags there, both of which was mine, but the one that I wanted was black. I started telling him where the bag I wanted was, which was under a table, but he cut me off and said "I see it!". He picked up a red bag instead, and I told him I needed the black bag, to which he responded "I couldn't find that one". I yelled at him telling him that I was trying to tell him where it was, before he rudely cut me off. Him and my friends all got out of the pool, and I saw my uncle standing there. He was asking me what video games I had in the bag, and I told him about a few I had. My mom said to set up my Playstation 3 right there on the beach because my grandpa wanted to play the new Scream video game. I started running weird wires, that were able to be molded like gum, and watched as my brother played a weird, dark, twisted game. I believe it was supposed to be Splatterhouse, (which I had saw a trailer for yesterday, though I believe it's an old game) and I ended up being sort of sucked into the game. It was odd, because I was half in reality, half in the game.

The next thing I remember is waking up on the couch that I fell asleep on. There was a television hooked up, playing pornography for some reason, and I heard this teacher walking down the halls, so I tried to change the channel to something that wasn't bad. At this point, my dream was blending with reality, since I always hear the tapping of her high heel shoes as she walks past me, laying on the couch. As she was walking by, she stopped in front of me and revealed that she is actually a porn actress (she's actually very attractive) and started saying something to me that I can't recall, and posing, though she was fully clothed. After that, I woke up somewhere else. I was in the living room of my house and I had just escaped from something. There were traps and guards set up and I was trying to sneak past them, failing a few times and dying, before having to start over.

After doing this a few times, I found out a few things. There was a gun trap set up near my kitchen and next to the gun trap was the guards phone. The phone had a code on it that could access the main computer of the "facility". If I was able to access this computer, I could open the front door to my house and be free. I managed to get around the gun trap and pick up the guards cell phone, which also contained some kind of device that allowed me to do a few things. It had a recharge meter on it, so if I used it too much I would have to let it cool down before I could use it again. One of the buttons made me invisible to everything, including the giant robot guard that was there and the gun trap. I disabled the gun trap and then went for the guard, but my charge level ran out and I was spotted. I quickly ran away, waited for the device to charge up a slight bit, activated the invisibility and returned to the "cell" which was actually just a pillow on the floor of my living room. However, as long as I was laying there, the guards wouldn't bother me. Eventually, I used a taser to knock out the guard, and when the giant robot guard came around, I turned invisible, ran back to the pillow, and recharged. After that, I used the taser on the robot, until it exploded. After that, one of the main guards showed up and it turned out I had some kind of connection to him. I turned invisible, and saw a woman giving a tour of the facility, opening the door a slight bit. I jumped at the chance, but it ended up doing more harm than good. I ended up hitting the woman which caused the alarm to sound. At that point, my charge level was fading, so I had no choice but to run. As I was trying to escape, I ran into the main guard and he told me I had to stay there. I yelled at him, asking what he had done to me and asked why I couldn't remember who I was. Then, everything flashed through my mind and I saw that they had been conducting experiments on me. When my meter recharged, I activated the invisibility and took an elevator to a lower level. I ended up back where the couch was and found myself laying there, hearing the tapping of heels on the floor. And then I woke up.
***

Playing Dead

Alright, haven't had too many dreams or much time, but I've stocked up a few. In fact, I just had a dream a little while ago when I fell asleep at school. Unfortunately one of the dreams that I did take notes about, I have no idea what I was trying to say, so I'm just going to write what I remember from it, even though it may be kind of broken up
***

Dream One
I was with this women and her two daughters. I was dating the oldest one. We found something in her car that was a key-card to her fathers apartment. We went there for some reason, and he was inside with a gun. He tried to shoot me but ended up shooting his daughter and she was bleeding pretty bad. Something happened and either me or the police killed him. My girlfriend ended up being alive, and the police gave us the deed to his apartment. I know a few other things happened, but we ended up fighting a guy wearing a pumpkin head who was beating us pretty hard and it turned out there was a league of crazy bad guys who wanted the deed to the apartment for some reason.


Dream Two
I was at a school that looked like a private school. I was at an activity that my teacher had said I was very talented in and wanted me to stay in it after school. She gave me a set of golden keys that would allow me access into other rooms of the building. My dream mom came to school and when the teacher told her this, she was very angry, saying that I had fencing lessons and she would rather me do that than whatever the other activity was. While they were arguing, I heard a women calling me over from another room, behind a set of bars. I used the key to open the door which led to the hallway her cell was located in, but not the actual cell itself. She was talking to me and said she would read my fortune. She ended up taking control of me and used me as well as the teacher in order to break free from the cell. She turned into this horrible demon-zombie creature, and killed me when she was done with me, leaving me in a sewer beneath the cell. However, I wasn't really dead. I woke up in the sewer, barely alive, and picked up the keys before walking home. My brother saw me and was trying to make an appointment to meet with this newly risen Dark Lord, because he was going to try and betray him and kill him (I'm not exactly sure what happened, but it was actually an evil man, no longer a woman. Possibly it was always a man, using the women as an innocent disguise). My brother didn't know that I could hear him on the phone and told the Dark Lord that I was alive and could possibly be a danger, in an attempt to use me as bait. I went into my room and realized I had a few powers that I could use to defend myself. I set up these hidden spikes made out of holy energy, and left them as traps in the floor. The Dark Lord had burst into my room while I was laying in bed pretending to be asleep, and had fallen into my traps and was very hurt by my spikes. However, he was not defeated. I jumped out of bed and began attacking him with a holy scythe, which was pure energy. However, I was not strong enough and he struck me down. With the last of my breath, I sent whatever power I had to my brother. I remember being "dead" but completely aware of what happened after that. My brother burst into the room and began fighting the weakened Dark Lord, using whatever powers he had, and eventually was able to defeat him with the use of the holy scythe. After that, the world had completely rewound, and I watched as everything returned to the way it was, and watched the demon corpse appear in the cell, before vanishing forever. The only person with a memory of what had happened was my brother. I was back in the private school, watching my mother and teacher argue, when I looked down at the ground and saw the golden keys laying there. After seeing the keys, the memories flooded back into my head, and I looked up to see my brother standing over me, smiling.

Dream Three
I remember being in a public bathroom at school, and I feel like something had happened before this because I was thinking to myself that it was much lighter when I had come in before. I think I may have been in there to wash off some blood that I got on me from something else. I know I was there because I was trying to find someone or something. I started to turn on some of the lights and a few other people had walked into the bathroom and started using the stalls and whatever. After I got most of the lights on, I saw a man walk in with a giant sword and I heard him slice someone in half and then saw him swinging his sword around randomly, killing whoever was in the way. I fell to the floor in order to give the illusion that I had been killed as well, and waited to see what was going to happen. The man had walked over our bodies and started posting some pieces of paper on top of graffiti on the wall, which ended up being a code to unlocking some secret passage. Another man came in, and the man with the sword was about to kill him when I stood up and pulled out a small dagger. I told the man with the sword to stop what he was doing or I would be forced to stop him. He started attacking me, but I was blocking his sword with the dagger and jumping around until I was able to disarm him. He surrendered when I had the sword at his throat and the other man told me to just kill him, but I said I would never kill a man who begged to be spared. He ended up helping find a passage way, which had a weird creepy ghost butler in it telling us to go a certain way. After a bit of decoding, I was able to flip the passage way around and reveal the correct way to go. At this point I had a few people with me, including the man with the big sword (though I was currently wielding it) and the man he had tried to kill. We were walking through the mansion and a bunch of creepy little kids started attacking us. They looked more like evil possessed dolls than anything. One of my followers pointed out that they were clones, since they all looked the same. I remember jumping up into the air and stabbing them from above in order to kill them, since other ways of fighting them weren't working too well. Eventually, I made it to the room of the boss. He was there waiting for me with two other brutes with big looking white guns. I saw them not aim at me, but at my newly founded friends, and I called out for them not to, but it was too late. They had destroyed everyone who worked hard to help me get this far.  I recognized the two men as these two best friends who I had known in high school to be my superiors in NJROTC (which is something I was in). They told me they didn't recognize me, but their boss had ordered them to kill me, and that's what they were going to do.
Their guns charged up and were more like cannons then anything, and they had to lock on in order for them to successfully fire. Me, being as awesome as I was, was able to jump around like a ninja and easily avoid all of their shots. There was a fat brute and a skinny brute, and when the fat one was targeting me, I jumped in front of his friend and jumped away right before the shot fired. The upper half of his friends body was taken clean off. Raged, he started shooting at me like a mad person, but I was able to jump behind him and slice him in half. The boss came out of the shadows and asked me if I would be able to defeat myself, presenting me with a cloned version of me, except in a much higher advanced technological outfit. He took away my giant sword and told me I would have to defeat him with the original dagger that I had. We began fighting, and I jumped to one of the dead bodies and picked up the gun. I started targeting the clone, but he was able to turn invisible so I couldn't get an accurate lock on him. I used the secondary firing feature, but had completely lost him. I'm assuming he had defeated me, because I was removed from everything and ended up back in the "real world" surrounded by some friends. Turned out I had to enter the dream world to defeat this man, and I would have to enter it again if I wanted to win, having luckily survived this time. My real life friends say they would come in and join me, but I warned them that if they died, they would not be able to return.
***

Living as the Undead

Had another Zombie dream last night. Guess it's a common theme with me. This wasn't too scary of a dream though. Actually, I kind of liked it a bit.

***
I was in a mall when a zombie outbreak had started (or possibly had already been going on for some time). A lot of people were fighting off the zombies, but not doing too well. Me and some other guy were upstairs in the mall looking down at them and killing whatever zombies had come up to try and get us. After a bit of fighting, most of the zombies were dead, and there was only one zombie left upstairs. The guy I was fighting with had been killed during all of this, so perhaps this was his zombie. The zombie grabbed onto me and started biting at me. Realizing I wasn't going to be able to push him off before getting bit, I took out my cell phone and called my girlfriend. I told her I was bit by a zombie and that I loved her and I was going to end my life before I turned into one of the undead. I hung up the phone and jumped off the top floor in an attempt to kill myself.
The next thing I remember was that I was in the backseat of my girlfriends car. I guess I had survived the fall and she told me that if I was going to become a zombie she was going to become one too. She drank something that looked like a bottle of blue Kool-Aid and told me that it was the virus. I looked at my arm and it seemed like I hadn't gotten bitten or anything so I told her that perhaps in my confusion of trying to call her to make sure I said goodbye to her before I died, I didn't even manage to get bit. I drank some of the blue liquid as well, so that if she turned into a zombie I would turn into a zombie too. Eventually, I guess we turned, but we weren't really like zombies. We were able to walk around and talk normally as well as control ourselves. The good thing though was that no other zombies would try to kill us. Me and her went into a casino and started playing around for a while, and a man came up to us and gave us a flier for zombie rights. Supposedly, zombies were people too and there was a rally in support of us because everyone else wanted to kill all of us. I don't think anything else happened after that, because I woke up.
***

Dream Games

Alright, so again, I haven't blog posted in a while, but I have been recording my dreams in a note on my phone after I wake up from them, so I'm going to post them all as one post. If some of it doesn't make sense it's because I can't figure out what I was trying to say when I wrote it half asleep, but I'll do my best. Sorry if there's no real "plot" to these, even though there may have been one in the dream originally

***
Dream One
Me and my mom were running away from a horrible storm that had started on the east coast and was slowly moving west (though in my dream, New York was on the left of the United States and we were moving to the right). We had been driving and barely outrunning the storm for a while, and we were able to see the huge gray cloud behind us, destroying everything it flew over. Eventually, we made it to a beach, but couldn't go any further, but instead of the storm killing us, I was taken under by severe waves (which is a reoccuring theme in most of my dreams and I can't figure out why...did something happen to me at the beach when I was younger that I repressed?) I was tumbling beneath the waves, unable to do anything, and no matter how far away from the water I ran, they were still able to get me. Eventually when one of the waves took me under, time rewound, yet I still had my memory of the escape. It had begun again, with us back in New York, trying to drive west. This time I knew that making it to the coast would not do anything for us, so we decided to try and find a way back into New York after the storm had passed it. While driving west, we came to a train station and asked where it was headed, but we were told that it would be going all the way west, so we did not want to take it. We continued to drive away from the storm and eventually came to an airstrip with planes taking off. We thought we would hop on a plane and fly through the storm, but at that moment another plane had tried to this and exploded upon touching the storm cloud. We got into one of the planes that was unoccupied on the runway and decided to try to fly around the storm by going south and then back north to get back to New York. There was a problem with the plane though and we ended up crash landing somewhere in Mexico, where we were being hunted by some people. But I woke up before finding my way out of there.

Dream Two
Me and my girlfriend were at my girlfriends house babysitting her younger sister. Eventually I had to leave so she drove me home. At my house she ended up staying there for an hour past her curfew, and then went home. In the morning, her parents had called me and said she didn't come home the night before and they had been out looking for her for a while. Eventually she came back to my house with a friend that she had found on the way home the night before and had been driving her friend home (even though I guess her friend lived right next door to me). It turns out her friend was a porn star and her and her friend had a lesbian experience and she decided that she didn't want to be with me anymore and wanted to go do porn with her friend. I went to the neighbors house and talked to the other girls husband, but turns out that her husband was in charge of all the porn and said he was going to be paying me for all the movies she would be making. I was still shocked and confused and didn't really know what to think. At that moment another man came in saying how he wanted my girlfriend but the other girls husband began to beat him up saying that she was my wife and that I had all the rights to her. I didn't like this because even though she belonged to me, she still didn't love me or want to do anything to do with me.

Dream Three
I was sitting in class getting ready to take notes when my girlfriend came in the room and said there was a fire in the building, but then right away said she was just kidding. The teacher was mad at her for saying this but ignored it. Normally, the teacher was very nice, but today she was being completely crazy. Everyone in the class was getting annoyed because she was making ridiculous rules and people were getting in trouble for reasons that didn't make sense. At one point, she took away the laptop I was using to takes notes on because it had a few games on it that I wasn't playing. Eventually we all went outside because there was a fire department assembly, but everyone in the class had enough of the teacher so they were being rude to her and turned the class into an outdoor party. Eventually, one of the students stood up and told us to look at ourselves and explained what we were doing. We all apologized to the teacher and calmed down. The teacher walked up to the crowd of students looking very sorry and sincere, but then started giving out detentions instead of apologizing like we thought she would. Then she turned to my girlfriend and told her that she would be in detention for the rest of the semester, but my girlfriend just laughed at her because she wasn't even in her class. Then the teacher turned to me and said that I would take her place in detention and miss all of her classes and I would fail all of the tests, so I told her I was just going to drop her class. Then she turned into a giant monster and chased us back through the building. Me and my girlfriend ran back into the classroom because I forgot my laptop, and then then we jumped on a giant warpstar and started to fly away. While we were flying we shot lasers at the teacher monster and blew her up. We had managed to escape and lived happily ever after.

Dream Four
I was at my dads house and there was a party going on. My dad was very drunk and kind of being a jerk. I was at the neighbors house and he was talking to her about her boyfriend. He said something about her only liking certain types of guys and it was very rude and she was upset. I told her I would talk to him about it. I ran after him and he was very angry and I told him he couldn't say stuff like that to people. He took his bottle of whiskey and threw it at me, but it hit the ground. Eventually, a bunch of helicopters started flying overhead and landing around us. It was the military saying that something had landed in our neighborhood. Turns out it was a bunch of aliens and they started killing everyone. Something else happened that I don't really remember, but I ended up being in a public bathroom hiding from something but that's all I can remember.

Dream Five
I found myself in my house hanging out with my girlfriend. We weren't doing much, but we went into my room to try and fool around. But inside my room was my aunt and she was watching us carefully to make sure we weren't doing anything. I was really mad that she wouldn't give me some privacy so I went to my mom to tell her about it. I start talking to my mom, but her and my brother tell me that we are all trapped in the house. I ask her what she is talking about and she tells me to try and leave. I open the door and see two terrifying looking decomposed people and they were keeping us in the house. I laughed and told them I could easily destroy them, and I did. But, then a third one appeared, with wings and looked even more terrifying than the first two. Suddenly, I found myself in a different area. There were other people with me and we were trying to find a way out. I remember walking through a sewer with a group of people before getting separated from them. I found myself staring at a lake, and the next thing I knew a horrible creature jumped up from the water and pulled me down. I was drowning as it held on to me and I was looking up from under the water when an old woman pulled me up. I thanked her and I returned to my house. When I came back to the house, I realized that me, my mom, and my brother are all dreaming and that's why we can't leave. They want to kill themselves in order to wake up, but I tell them not to worry because I know how to wake myself up and I will go and wake all of them up (which, I can always do when I know I'm dreaming). I woke myself up and found myself laying in my bed. Everything was completely normal. I ran into my moms room and woke her up and she asked me if I had a scary dream and I told her I did, but that I had to go wake up my brother. I ran into his room and woke him up and he said he was having the same dream too. At this point, I didn't realize I was still dreaming, but thought I had woken up and was back in reality. I turned on the TV and  saw that our dreams were being broadcast as a television show. I had also realized that if we had died in the dream we would have died in real life, because a group of children who died in the dream actually died in an accident in real life. There was also a commercial on TV for a celebrity who had gone missing and I realized he was one of the people from the dream. I ended up tracking him down and found out he had gone into hiding after the dream. It turned out we had been dreaming for a few years, and they were going to continue to let us dream until we all lost. It was at that point that I realized I had to stop the people behind this. I tracked down the old lady who had saved me in my dream and it turned out she was my martial arts master. A flashback of the dream showed me that it wasn't actually my teacher who saved me, but a projection of her, and in the dream it was actually a creature wearing a scary mask, that I guess took residence inside of dreams. The teacher was training me to defeat the people in charge of the dream show, and told me they were going to be premiering their release of the show at New York Comic Con. Me and my girlfriend went there, and before going in she was training me in the art of fencing to take them down. (My notes say at this point that they end up trapping me in another dream, but I don't remember and then I woke up. Maybe I'm dreaming right now...)
***

Mob Chase

Alright, before I begin writing about the dreams I had, I want to note something that I found very interesting. Maybe a little weird. I don't know. In the blog post titled "I Love College...and Zombies?" I was dreaming about the college I was supposed to attend this fall and I am currently going to classes there. There was one part of my dream where I was talking to a particular girl, and I remember her face..."Eventually, I was on my way back to the guy dorms. Some girl was coming up from them and she looked at me, but didn't want me to think she was a slut or something and said "I was just using the restrooms there, the girls are broken" and I was making small talk with her and I said something like "hey, don't I know you?" and she really did look familiar, but I didn't know her. Again, I felt Alpha because she was flirting with me pretty bad." The weird part about all of this is that...in my new college, I met this girl for real. I didn't realize it at first, until she was smiling at me. I remember the girl in my dreams smile above everything else. The girl from my college is now my new friend and we enjoy each other company, but I think it's very weird, and almost impossible that I had a dream about her before I met her. Probably some psychological mind trick going on. I thought I would record this down though, since this is a blog about dreams.

***
Dream One
I was at some kind of amusement park with a few of my friends having a good time, and I realized my girlfriend was also there. I told my friends I was going to go look for her and I left them and began searching. Eventually, I found her in a hotel room inside the amusement park and she said she was staying there with her family and was very happy to see me. Her dad came back to the hotel room from wherever he was and was very pissed off to see me standing there talking to his daughter. There was also another woman there who was fighting with my girlfriends family because she had claimed that the hotel room was actually hers and that they had stole it. Eventually they just decided to share it. I started to leave, when all of a sudden the room started to flood. I grabbed my girlfriend and was able to swim out of there with her. That's all I can really remember.

Dream Two 
I was at a horse racing track, and everything seemed like an opening for a movie. I saw a known mobster with his grand daughter. He dropped his bet ticket on the ground because his grand daughter was playing with it, and I picked it up and handed it to him. I saw the horse he had bet on and saw that the payout was $44 Million. I had a feeling that the race was going to be fixed, so I ran up to the betting window where my mom was and told her to bet on that horse. I couldn't get through the crowd so I had yelled to her and she heard me, but so did the mobster. Eventually, the horse won and the $44 Million prize was split up between me and the mobster (even though this is obviously not how betting works). He was very angry to only get half the prize and told me to give him my half or he'd take it. I ran from him and he sent a bunch of his gang after me.
Eventually, I found myself hiding in a mall, disguised in security guard clothes along with two dream friends who I had never actually met before. Eventually, the mobsters found us and shot one of my friends. Me and my other friend eventually hid up in the ceiling, and ended up staying there for a few years. Time passed and one day while I was out getting what I could only assume was groceries, they had found my other friend and killed him. I was completely destroyed by this and thought it was time to end all of this. I went to the mobsters hideout and I handed him the ticket for the rest of his money. He was still going to kill me, but I think I killed him first. However, all of the money was lost as well. In the end, I lost both of my friends and all of the money. I guess there is a lesson to be learned there.

Dream Three
I was entered into some kind of poker tournament and had gotten really far in it. Me and my girlfriend were both at the same table, as well as a bunch of other kids who would be known as my "team". For some reason, even though we were playing against each other, we were supposed to be working together. I was dealing first, and was being a complete idiot because I had half of the cards facing up and the other half facing down. I also took half of the deck and put it into my hand by mistake. I told them I was going to fold that hand because I had screwed up so bad. Eventually me and one of the other kids got into a big fight about something, and I left for a bit to find a bathroom. My girlfriend came with me and we ended up in some parking lot with a bunch of stores around us. She left to go find a bathroom and I stayed behind with her stuff, but then I started getting woozy because I needed an insulin injection (even though I'm not diabetic in real life, I guess I was in this dream). I started crawling towards the needle that I needed before my girlfriend eventually saved me. I had said something like "I thought you didn't love me anymore." and she assured me that she still did.
I headed back to where the tournament was supposed to be, but ended up in a place that looked kind of like my house. There was a bunch of gang members there (they didn't really look like gang members...more like mafia, but not italian). They wanted something from me and I couldn't give it to them. Eventually, one of the guys shot me in the back, and I saw the bullet hole on my stomach. I put pressure there and begged them not to kill my family because they had nothing to do with it, and they had gotten me. They were about to kill my younger brother when everything rewound, and I was standing there being asked to give them what they were looking for. I told them it was in my room and I ran in there and locked my door. While the man who originally shot me was trying to get in, I picked up my baseball bat and began to search for my airsoft gun under my bed. I eventually found it and when the man came in I put the gun to his head, and thinking it was a real gun he dropped his weapon. I picked it up, shot him and then a gun fight broke out between me and the mob guys. Eventually, I managed to get out of there with the help of a few police officers.
When I made it back to the tournament, I sat down next to the kid who I got into a fight with. I told him I was very sorry that things had gotten out of hand and begged his forgiveness, telling him that if we were going to get through this we were going to need to work together. He accepted my apology, but as he did, we were no longer playing a card game. Instead, we were in a huge battle with a giant worm like creature. We were fighting with everything we had, and eventually lost, but we were able to try again. I'm not sure if we won or lost, because I woke up.
***