Friday, December 23, 2011

Sea Sick

Had a couple of dreams the past few nights, though I can't remember them entirely. I'll type what I can remember though.

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Dream One
I was on a naval ship with my mom, who I guess decided to join the Navy for some reason. Something happened where she took off and I went after her to try and find her. I ended up in an area with a lot of houses that had swamp-like backyards. I also had a mini-ship chained to my ankle that was weighing me down that I think my mom chained to me so I couldn't find her. I ended up meeting with someone while trying to find her and he started taking me to the school. These really gross looking bugs were everywhere, crawling all over the place, and I was kind of freaked out (and bugs don't really creep me out that much). Eventually, I ended up at the school, and it was like I was transferring there. I asked the kid if he had a Glee club and he said that they did and took me to it, where I became a member and said that one of my life goals was complete. I think my brother ended up showing up saying that it was time for me to come home. I don't remember what happened, if I ended up going with him or finding my mom, but I think I remember something involving the world completely sunken in water. I feel like I remember seeing a dead body floating lifelessly.

Dream Two
I was in some building, not really sure what I was doing there, but there were a bunch of crane games, which I am completely addicted to. On the first floor, I started winning a few of them and I saw a huge one from the floor above. I went up and was trying to find the big crane, and started pushing a bunch of buttons, which made the entire building shake like a crane. It made me feel really dizzy and sick, but to stop it I had to mess around the controls and kind of made it worse before eventually fixing it. I went up to the next floor where I saw an awesome crane game that had prizes from video games that I liked. I ended up winning a few and the next thing I remember was carrying them all into my room
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Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Finals Dreams

Been saving up these dreams in a notepad on my phone to post when I was done with my finals, so sorry if this post is a bit long. Also, the post might be a little messy because I just copy and pasted it from my notepad. I'll do my best to edit them but I actually don't remember having some of these dreams so they are hard to really edit. Some of these dreams were crazy though.

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Dream One
I was at a family party or something and all of these bad guys were trying to kill me for some reason. I think they put me and some people under the influence of some dream device to inhibit us from stopping them from getting what they wanted. I remember walking through a dining like area and spotting one of them before running from him. I ended up going upstairs and there were a lot of elevators around. The men started coming out of them and I was wrestling around fighting them. I think I managed to get one of their guns away and started shooting them. When I shot them they would fade away. Eventually I met up with some other people who were trapped in this dream world as well. We had teamed up to try and find a way out. Some of them were my cousins and their friends. Some of my cousins friends ended up dying during our journey which I assume meant they were dead in the real world. My cousin and his other friend were really upset that they lost so many. Eventually we ended up at a huge monster and we all had awesome looking swords and guns. We fought the monster until it was dead and we were freed from the world.
When we woke up, we all met up and were happy to be alive. I was talking to my family about what happened but they had no idea what I was talking about. I went into the other room and found all of our swords laying there. I picked them up and brought them back to the group and handed them out to each person who had one in the dream world. Something kind of unimportant happened where my cousin's friend had some pictures on his phone that I wanted so I tried to sneak them off, but it didn't really have anything to do with the rest of the dream. After that we all said goodbye and went our separate ways.
The next thing I know, I was watching my cousin and his friend drive to a house late at night. It was like I was watching a movie though because I wasn't actually there. I saw them go into the house and start killing the people inside. They had become bad people, drunk with power and seeking revenge for their fallen friends. They captured a man in the house and set up a dream world device. The man fell asleep, but so did my cousins friend and then my cousin, because it turned out they had no idea how to use the device. I think I ended up walking into the house and falling asleep too. The next part was some kind of tanker place, with guards everywhere, and I was trying to escape alive. But that's all I remember.

Dream Two
I had to go back to community college, even though it was actually my high school for some reason. Me and my girlfriend had to take an extra class there before we could continue taking classes at our University. Our class was where my NJROTC classroom used to be in high school, and I saw my Senior Chief and said hello. In the classroom, it was some kind of music dance class but the professor was a really big jerk. I missed the attendance sheet or something and spent most of the class trying to get it. Some other weird stuff happened but eventually he assigned me to the lancer group. Our job was to clean up the attic by picking up garbage with a lance. I actually liked it a lot better than the class though. For some reason Greenday was playing and I think the lead singer was in the attic cleaning too. I eventually found this weird door and some crazy stuff started to happen.
I think I got lost in the door and there were monsters everywhere. I started walking and saw this floating skull thing who was talking to me about something, possibly about how I was going to die. I started slashing at him with my lance and his face started to peel off. He fled, and I was safe. I was searching for two other people, and I think I found the first one but then lost him. I ended up at the house of the second kid and went in to find him. The mother was waiting at the door and said I could go in, but once I walked passed something possessed her (and she looked terrifying). Inside I was met with the dad and he told me to be careful of the giant plants roots because if I touched them I would die. I started exploring, looking for the other kid, and ended up in his room. He wasn't in there though and the possessed family started trying to break through the door and kill me. I held it down and eventually was able to escape. Outside, I found the other kid who said his family had tried to kill him too, so he ran. We ended up in some room and found a secret passage which led to a squirrel (Icarus?) who was giving us acorns. After that it started turning into something like Little Nemo (a movie I loved when I was a little kid). I got the glowing staff and when these monsters started approaching I kept saying "pajama pajama pajama pajama!" until a blue light exploded and made them disintegrate. I was having some trouble controlling the staff and said to my girlfriend (who magically appeared I guess) that things would be much easier when we found the princess, because she could teach me how to use the staff. We met up with her but that's all I remember before waking up.

Dream Three
Me, my girlfriend, and one of our friends were driving in a car, coming home from something. My girlfriend ended up driving onto this place surrounded by water and the car eventually fell in (I have a this theme that pops up into my dreams every one in a while of a car driving close to the ocean and it always gives me a horrible feeling). I busted out of a window and swam to the top, but realized my girlfriend and friend were still in the car. Part of me had realized it was a dream and said "It's alright if they drown, because it's only a dream". But then I swam under the water, kicked out the windows, and rescued them. My girlfriend was so happy that I saved her and then I thought to myself that it wasn't actually a dream so it was a good thing that I saved her.
After that, I was at some fair, and these guys kept trying to get with my girlfriend. They looked like a bunch of thugs who wanted to kill me, but I was ready to fight them. Eventually, I just took her to this place we could be alone and away from the guys looking for us.

Dream Four
One of my good friends came into my room and started talking to me about this girl that he has recently been talking to. They have started to get really close. I asked him how he was doing with her and he said that he was done talking to her. I asked him why and he told me that he was gay. I asked him why he had led her on if he was gay and he told me that he was just having fun playing with her emotions and he liked to see people get hurt. I yelled at him and told him to the get hell out of my room and he looked at me like he didn't understand. I kicked him out and he started crying, saying that he didn't know what he did wrong.

Dream Five
In my Child and Developmental Psychology class, my professor was giving us back grades on papers that we wrote (even though I didn't actually write a paper in that class). He handed me back my paper and I got an F on it. I looked at it and it seemed that I only gave him the first page of my paper. I told him that I accidentally only gave him the first page and wondered if I could give him the rest. He made an appointment for me to meet with him in his office after my next class. I went to my next class (which ended up being Child and Developmental Psychology again, yet different from the previous one) and set in the lecture while some weird thing was being set up, like a game show. I then realized that I would have to meet with my professor and still make it home in time to take my girlfriend to her Christmas party.
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Wednesday, December 7, 2011

An Army's Struggle

Few more dreams from the past few nights. Pretty interesting, some of them felt cool in the moment.

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Dream One
My Mom wanted us to get haircuts in the morning,  but I told her that I needed to go to school. I spent time looking for a text book that I had lost recently, but wasn't able to find it anywhere. During my search I ended up sitting down and watching some movie that was on my television. .

Lieutenant Snow was the main character. I watched as her and her group held down some area from some bad guys in an epic battle scene. After the battle they went into a room where they were met by a guy named Wallace on a big screen talking to them. They talked about someone who the movie was named after (radiant angel or something like that) and she had been captured. They realized that Angel had an important book with her, and it was lost when she was abducted. Snow returned to the facility that her base was located in and was walking past the library, when she was asked where the book was. She said that she still had a few days to return it. the lady said to follow her, because only people who weren't planning on returning books gave excuses like that. Snow went inside and the lady asked where the book was. Snow started to tell her that Angel had been abducted and everything she was seeing on the news was a lie and a cover up. She went into detail about the horrible torture of Angel. The woman was crying and kept saying "what happened to the book?" and right when Snow was about to answer there was a flash and a crash. The woman no longer cared and just wanted the book back, but Snow ran. A bit later, the thug of the group met up with snow and handed over the book, saying that he went through the trouble to find it. It turned out that the people who captured Angel didn't know what the book was and just threw it away. He went through the garbage dump to find it. They returned to the facility but when they attempted to enter Snow was shot by guards. The thug told them to stop because they had the book and were there to return it, but the guards said their orders were to shoot Snow on sight. The bullets were weird, more like needles that buried through the skin. As Snow held on to the gate, trying to push the book through, someone unleashed these birds that covered the area in water that froze over. The bars turned to ice, which the dying Snow broke off and used to stab the guards with. Unfortunately, I woke up before I saw the end.

Dream Two
I saw an ad where this couple was paying 2 million dollars to a person who would marry their dying daughter. She was really young, but she had been dreaming of being a bride. I showed up in an attempt to make some money and was going to meet with the parents when I heard the little girl in the other room. I went in to talk to her and we started playing with her dolls. Her mother came in and said they had found someone else to take the job. I told her I was sorry and that I would leave. I think the little girl told her mom she wanted me to stay cause I was fun to play with. I told her I would stay and play with her and require no payment. A couple of other people showed up because they really wanted the money, including a few girls (it was more like company for the little girl than marriage) and we talked and eventually became friends. It fast forwarded a few months where the parents were going to pay us. It had been like me and my new found friends were nannies for the little girl, keeping her happy and always keeping her company. The mother had appreciated all of our help and was going to split up the money between all of us. I didn't want any money because we had grown so close, so I just decided not to take it. A few of the others had started collecting their money from a pile, but put it back because we had all fallen in love with the little girl and her family. There were a few other people who were working there that weren't my friends, and while they were happily accepting the money, they were also robbing the family of more than they were supposed to be getting paid. I caught them and told the mother that they were stealing money and she called them in and told them to return the money. One of the girls did, but the guy started to run. Me and my two friends that I had made while being in the house chased after him. He had an assistant who was blocking us off from getting to him and eventually started to fight me. He was beating me pretty bad, and we ended up in the street in front of my house. I was eventually able to push him in front of a car, which he tumbled over and was hurt pretty bad. I know he was saying things to me but I can't really remember what. I think it was here that I learned of a plot that the main bad guy (the one who got away with the money) had. A friend of mine (real life friend, not dream friend) just had a baby, and there was a plan to assassinate him. The reason was that this baby was going to grow up to change the world, and the bad guy couldn't have that. I managed to pick up a knife the henchman had been using on me, which had cut me up pretty bad. Something was happening where his skin was being peeled off his wrists and he was in a huge amount of pain. When I had him completely broken down, I slashed both of his wrists before cutting his throat.

After that it was like another dream, a friend (who I know in real life) was at a playground with a water gun shooting at some little girl. The woman who was in charge of watching over the little kids asked what he was doing there and he said he was playing with his niece. When the woman smiled and left he turned away and told me to come with him. We met up with some kids and I told them what happened between me and the henchman and how I just killed a man. They didn't believe me until I showed them the scars on my wrists where I had been cut, which looked really bad. They started asking about what happened when a bomb went off. I told then to run because the bad guy was after me and we jumped from building to building until we ended up in a different world (though I guess it was actually a normal thing in the dream world we were in). We went into a town and started asking the people if we could stay there because we were being chased by a man who was trying to kill us. The people there were these big, blue, boxlike creatures and I explained what had been going on. Some of them said they wanted to help us fight the bad guy. I told them I would be glad to have them. Eventually I went from world to world talking to the different people who were all sorts of different creatures and were rallying them together for my cause. I had told them about the plot to kill an innocent child who would one day save all of us and they were all pumped with the idea to help us fight. I had essentially created an army, which was great because the bad guy was way too strong to take down by myself. We arrived at the enemy palace and me and my friends were standing in front of his throne. He began to laugh at us saying we were outnumbered, until all of the soldiers from the other planets rushed in. There was a crazy battle that ensued after that. It was weird because there were a bunch of different things fighting each other, like a Koopa fighting Bowser by blowing fire on him which was actually cute and funny to watch. In the end, we had been victorious and the bad guy was defeated. The baby was safe and the universe was safe. At that point, I exited the world and was hovering over it when a new "level" opened up and I asked the army if they wanted to check it out. They all cheered that they did, so I entered. It wasn't actually a battle though, but it was like a mini game of a woman grabbing all kinds of desserts and sweets while the credits were rolling and the army was enjoying a party and a wonderful and free life.
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Sunday, December 4, 2011

Worse Than Nightmares

I had a few dreams last night, there were really horrible, but they weren't scary like a nightmare. Are these still considered nightmares though? To me, they felt worse than nightmares. The feelings given to me by these dreams were so real it was horrible. The rage from the first dream makes me want to find these people and kill them, even though it was a dream. The sadness and heartbreak from the second dream still lingers and depresses me. I guess my mind released the emotional chemicals in my brain since in my dream I really thought this was all happening.

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Dream One
I was driving home on a motor cycle for some reason and pulled into my driveway. I went inside and saw my girlfriend home chatting with my brother about something. She said she was going to send sexy pictures of herself to all the guys at work and I told her not to, and if she did I would be furious and have to go knock each and every one of them out. While I was wrestling with her to get her phone away from her, my brother sent the pictures to all of the guys. I looked at them and they were very bad and I completely lost it. I started screaming at her and at him, asking her why the hell she would send pictures like that to other guys. I asked her if she would like it if I sent naked pictures of myself to other girls and she said no. Logic was failing her in this dream. I went on facebook and started seeing all these guys commenting on her and trying to get with her and I flipped out. I started to find out where all these guys lived and got their numbers. I called them up and told them that if they didn't cut it out and delete the pictures I was going to give them the worst beating of their lives. One of them laughed at me and told me to bring it on. I remember screaming so loud in anger. I think I went to leave the house to go mess him up, but the dream ended before I could.

Dream Two
I was at my dad's house doing something that I can't remember. Eventually, we were out in the front yard, playing around, and I got a phone call from some college who wanted me to attend. I told them I was interested in the programs that they had, but I was at a school that I loved and wasn't going to leave it. I told them that maybe after I graduated if I wanted to get a degree in their programs I would, but I wasn't interested right now. While this was going on, my little cousins were playing around and this girl who lives across the street come over to hang out. I used to have a huge crush on her when I was little. She started playing with my cousin and they were having a lightsaber battle with those really cool realistic looking lightsabers, and I wanted to get off the phone as soon as possible so I could join them (though in real life, this girl is the complete opposite of nerd). The person on the phone told me that he was screwed because his job depended on me joining their college.. For some reason at that point some big body guard type guy appeared at the house. He told me if I didn't join the college he was going to beat me up. I told him to bring it on. He started swinging at me but before I hit him I asked how old he was. He told me he was 10. He did kind of look like a giant 10 year old. Since he was so young, I didn't feel right about hitting him, despite the fact that he was trying to kill me. I avoided his attacks until eventually I thought my way out of it. I told him a way that he could make money off other people that would give the company a lot of money, and they wouldn't need me to join. He thanked me and left.
After that, I went to hang out with my cousin and neighbor and I told her that when I was little, I used to make up all kinds of games about monsters. I told her that I had a golden book that I would write all sorts of stuff down about them, and she told me that she wanted to see it. I started looking for it and I got a phone call from my girlfriend saying that her mom had died. I had this feeling of absolute dread come over me, but then I thought to myself that it wasn't real and kept looking for the book. A little while later I found it and some woman called me and asked when the funeral service was. At that point, I kind of broke down and started crying. I had this rush of memories and images in my head, wondering what my girlfriend was feeling, knowing that life couldn't ever be the same. It was the worst thing that I have ever felt (if you knew my girlfriend and her mom, you could understand why). I kind of sat there, just at a loss. The neighbor girl came over to me and gave me the book back and told me she had to leave, so I said goodbye. I flipped through the book and saw that on a lot of the pages, I was detailing how much of a crush I had on her when I was little, and felt stupid for showing her the book. I called my girlfriend to see how she was doing and she was pretty torn up. In the back of my head, I still had the anger towards her from the previous dream so I was thinking she might kill herself since we had a fight (even though in this dream I didn't know what we had been fighting about) and her mom just died. I told her I would be home soon, and got into my car to drive home.
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Thursday, December 1, 2011

Killing Another Reaper

Three interesting dreams from last night, so I guess it's time to post them.

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Dream One
I was driving the teacher of one of my classes (it's kind of an introduction to the campus class and he's more of a T.A. than anything) and some other person to a meeting we were supposed to be having for that class. I drove all the way to the campus fine, but once I got to the parking lot, I was having trouble controlling the brakes of the car. I hate dreams like this, which I have sometimes, where I have no control over my car. I pressed my foot as hard as I could on the brakes, but it wasn't doing much. The two people in the back looks really concerned that I was going to crash, but I eventually parked the car fine. They laughed at me and said I was a horrible driver before exiting the car. We went into the building and hung out and everyone was having a good time. My girlfriend showed up a little later and it was just a nice feeling kind of dream.

Dream Two
I was at my girlfriends house (which looked more like an apartment) and we were laying on a bed watching television. I told her I had to use the bathroom and got up to go use it. While I was in there, I heard her dad come home from work and when I came outside and he saw me, he started flipping out. He went to hit her, but I stopped him, and then out of nowhere a bunch of giant monsters were summoned and took my girlfriend away. I ended up at my dads house and on the stoop in front of his house were these red orbs, all in a circle. It turned out if they were touched they would teleport me to one of the lairs of the monsters and I would have to defeat them to get my girlfriend back. My little cousins kept trying to touch the orbs, but their parents were stopping them and for good reason. I went upstairs in my dads house and started talking to a friend of mine from an online game that I play. I told him I accidentally spawned the Gods and I was going to need help to take them down to get my girlfriend back. He told me that I would only need to kill one of them to get her back, but the quest wouldn't be over until I killed them all. He said he would get a group together to fight them, but it was going to take a while. I ended up touching one of the orbs by myself in an attempt to rescue her and was teleported to the dungeon. Armed with a spear, I fought my way through until I made it to the God. I think it was some kind of giant blob or turtle or something that I can't realize describe, but it was pretty ugly. With all of my power I managed to kill the God by myself. I saw in my quest log and on my mini-map (yeah, this turned into a half video game half reality type dream) the location of my girlfriend and started heading towards her when I was "disconnected" from the portal. I "log back in" and a group of monsters had spawned while I was away. I panicked because this was my only chance to save her and wasn't able to fight all of them well enough. Luckily, I managed to take all of them down with a really rough fight while spamming healing potions on myself. However, the fight pushed me back into a room with a mummy, and the doors closed on either side of me. From the walls, more mummies began pouring out and I struggled to fight them off. I almost kill all of them when one of them bites me and I turn into a zombie as a result (thanks to a discussion me and my friend had where he had argued that mummies were essentially zombies wrapped in bandages) which made me mad because zombies and mummies are different creatures. The next thing I knew, the entire world was infested with zombies (way to go, I single handedly caused the zombie apocalypse) and I found myself hanging out in a mall with other zombie friends. Though the world seemed to be living as zombies there was still a feeling of terror in the air, so that it actually felt like a nightmare, and there were people running and screaming away from the zombies.

Dream Three
In this dream, I was playing and living in a form of Assassin's Creed. I have not played the new one yet, but I was in the shoes of the wiser and older Ezio Auditore. I was hiding in the shadows, differently from how the game is actually played. It was more like I could only be seen if I was in direct light as opposed to blending in with crowds to hide. I was at some place that kind of looked like a mix between a barn and graveyard and there was giant grim reaper stomping on the ground. I was stalking him silently, following him into the barn. He had a pet snake with him keeping a lookout which I grabbed and silently assassinated. The snake dropped a black cloak that was supposed to represent the invisibility cloak from Harry Potter. I put it around my neck and snuck past the reaper into another room. The other room had something that kid of looked like an experimental tube from Resident Evil but also had a blinking item on the ground that could be picked up, like something from Fallout (how many things can I cross-over in one dream?). It was like my little brother was standing over me watching me play, because I heard him telling me to pick up the Hi-C carton on the floor (the blinking object). I went to the test tube and picked up the second relic, which was what looked like a white orb or apple, possibly a Piece of Eden. I went back to the place where the giant reaper was and jumped out of the shadows to fight him. He was terrifying, but awesome looking. When I defeated him, I claimed the relic he was carrying, which was eternal life. These objects were supposed to represent the Deathly Hallows from Harry Potter and I remember telling my brother how awesome this game was, because that was just the beginning.
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