Sea Sick

Had a couple of dreams the past few nights, though I can't remember them entirely. I'll type what I can remember though.

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Dream One
I was on a naval ship with my mom, who I guess decided to join the Navy for some reason. Something happened where she took off and I went after her to try and find her. I ended up in an area with a lot of houses that had swamp-like backyards. I also had a mini-ship chained to my ankle that was weighing me down that I think my mom chained to me so I couldn't find her. I ended up meeting with someone while trying to find her and he started taking me to the school. These really gross looking bugs were everywhere, crawling all over the place, and I was kind of freaked out (and bugs don't really creep me out that much). Eventually, I ended up at the school, and it was like I was transferring there. I asked the kid if he had a Glee club and he said that they did and took me to it, where I became a member and said that one of my life goals was complete. I think my brother ended up showing up saying that it was time for me to come home. I don't remember what happened, if I ended up going with him or finding my mom, but I think I remember something involving the world completely sunken in water. I feel like I remember seeing a dead body floating lifelessly.

Dream Two
I was in some building, not really sure what I was doing there, but there were a bunch of crane games, which I am completely addicted to. On the first floor, I started winning a few of them and I saw a huge one from the floor above. I went up and was trying to find the big crane, and started pushing a bunch of buttons, which made the entire building shake like a crane. It made me feel really dizzy and sick, but to stop it I had to mess around the controls and kind of made it worse before eventually fixing it. I went up to the next floor where I saw an awesome crane game that had prizes from video games that I liked. I ended up winning a few and the next thing I remember was carrying them all into my room
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Finals Dreams

Been saving up these dreams in a notepad on my phone to post when I was done with my finals, so sorry if this post is a bit long. Also, the post might be a little messy because I just copy and pasted it from my notepad. I'll do my best to edit them but I actually don't remember having some of these dreams so they are hard to really edit. Some of these dreams were crazy though.

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Dream One
I was at a family party or something and all of these bad guys were trying to kill me for some reason. I think they put me and some people under the influence of some dream device to inhibit us from stopping them from getting what they wanted. I remember walking through a dining like area and spotting one of them before running from him. I ended up going upstairs and there were a lot of elevators around. The men started coming out of them and I was wrestling around fighting them. I think I managed to get one of their guns away and started shooting them. When I shot them they would fade away. Eventually I met up with some other people who were trapped in this dream world as well. We had teamed up to try and find a way out. Some of them were my cousins and their friends. Some of my cousins friends ended up dying during our journey which I assume meant they were dead in the real world. My cousin and his other friend were really upset that they lost so many. Eventually we ended up at a huge monster and we all had awesome looking swords and guns. We fought the monster until it was dead and we were freed from the world.
When we woke up, we all met up and were happy to be alive. I was talking to my family about what happened but they had no idea what I was talking about. I went into the other room and found all of our swords laying there. I picked them up and brought them back to the group and handed them out to each person who had one in the dream world. Something kind of unimportant happened where my cousin's friend had some pictures on his phone that I wanted so I tried to sneak them off, but it didn't really have anything to do with the rest of the dream. After that we all said goodbye and went our separate ways.
The next thing I know, I was watching my cousin and his friend drive to a house late at night. It was like I was watching a movie though because I wasn't actually there. I saw them go into the house and start killing the people inside. They had become bad people, drunk with power and seeking revenge for their fallen friends. They captured a man in the house and set up a dream world device. The man fell asleep, but so did my cousins friend and then my cousin, because it turned out they had no idea how to use the device. I think I ended up walking into the house and falling asleep too. The next part was some kind of tanker place, with guards everywhere, and I was trying to escape alive. But that's all I remember.

Dream Two
I had to go back to community college, even though it was actually my high school for some reason. Me and my girlfriend had to take an extra class there before we could continue taking classes at our University. Our class was where my NJROTC classroom used to be in high school, and I saw my Senior Chief and said hello. In the classroom, it was some kind of music dance class but the professor was a really big jerk. I missed the attendance sheet or something and spent most of the class trying to get it. Some other weird stuff happened but eventually he assigned me to the lancer group. Our job was to clean up the attic by picking up garbage with a lance. I actually liked it a lot better than the class though. For some reason Greenday was playing and I think the lead singer was in the attic cleaning too. I eventually found this weird door and some crazy stuff started to happen.
I think I got lost in the door and there were monsters everywhere. I started walking and saw this floating skull thing who was talking to me about something, possibly about how I was going to die. I started slashing at him with my lance and his face started to peel off. He fled, and I was safe. I was searching for two other people, and I think I found the first one but then lost him. I ended up at the house of the second kid and went in to find him. The mother was waiting at the door and said I could go in, but once I walked passed something possessed her (and she looked terrifying). Inside I was met with the dad and he told me to be careful of the giant plants roots because if I touched them I would die. I started exploring, looking for the other kid, and ended up in his room. He wasn't in there though and the possessed family started trying to break through the door and kill me. I held it down and eventually was able to escape. Outside, I found the other kid who said his family had tried to kill him too, so he ran. We ended up in some room and found a secret passage which led to a squirrel (Icarus?) who was giving us acorns. After that it started turning into something like Little Nemo (a movie I loved when I was a little kid). I got the glowing staff and when these monsters started approaching I kept saying "pajama pajama pajama pajama!" until a blue light exploded and made them disintegrate. I was having some trouble controlling the staff and said to my girlfriend (who magically appeared I guess) that things would be much easier when we found the princess, because she could teach me how to use the staff. We met up with her but that's all I remember before waking up.

Dream Three
Me, my girlfriend, and one of our friends were driving in a car, coming home from something. My girlfriend ended up driving onto this place surrounded by water and the car eventually fell in (I have a this theme that pops up into my dreams every one in a while of a car driving close to the ocean and it always gives me a horrible feeling). I busted out of a window and swam to the top, but realized my girlfriend and friend were still in the car. Part of me had realized it was a dream and said "It's alright if they drown, because it's only a dream". But then I swam under the water, kicked out the windows, and rescued them. My girlfriend was so happy that I saved her and then I thought to myself that it wasn't actually a dream so it was a good thing that I saved her.
After that, I was at some fair, and these guys kept trying to get with my girlfriend. They looked like a bunch of thugs who wanted to kill me, but I was ready to fight them. Eventually, I just took her to this place we could be alone and away from the guys looking for us.

Dream Four
One of my good friends came into my room and started talking to me about this girl that he has recently been talking to. They have started to get really close. I asked him how he was doing with her and he said that he was done talking to her. I asked him why and he told me that he was gay. I asked him why he had led her on if he was gay and he told me that he was just having fun playing with her emotions and he liked to see people get hurt. I yelled at him and told him to the get hell out of my room and he looked at me like he didn't understand. I kicked him out and he started crying, saying that he didn't know what he did wrong.

Dream Five
In my Child and Developmental Psychology class, my professor was giving us back grades on papers that we wrote (even though I didn't actually write a paper in that class). He handed me back my paper and I got an F on it. I looked at it and it seemed that I only gave him the first page of my paper. I told him that I accidentally only gave him the first page and wondered if I could give him the rest. He made an appointment for me to meet with him in his office after my next class. I went to my next class (which ended up being Child and Developmental Psychology again, yet different from the previous one) and set in the lecture while some weird thing was being set up, like a game show. I then realized that I would have to meet with my professor and still make it home in time to take my girlfriend to her Christmas party.
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An Army's Struggle

Few more dreams from the past few nights. Pretty interesting, some of them felt cool in the moment.

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Dream One
My Mom wanted us to get haircuts in the morning,  but I told her that I needed to go to school. I spent time looking for a text book that I had lost recently, but wasn't able to find it anywhere. During my search I ended up sitting down and watching some movie that was on my television. .

Lieutenant Snow was the main character. I watched as her and her group held down some area from some bad guys in an epic battle scene. After the battle they went into a room where they were met by a guy named Wallace on a big screen talking to them. They talked about someone who the movie was named after (radiant angel or something like that) and she had been captured. They realized that Angel had an important book with her, and it was lost when she was abducted. Snow returned to the facility that her base was located in and was walking past the library, when she was asked where the book was. She said that she still had a few days to return it. the lady said to follow her, because only people who weren't planning on returning books gave excuses like that. Snow went inside and the lady asked where the book was. Snow started to tell her that Angel had been abducted and everything she was seeing on the news was a lie and a cover up. She went into detail about the horrible torture of Angel. The woman was crying and kept saying "what happened to the book?" and right when Snow was about to answer there was a flash and a crash. The woman no longer cared and just wanted the book back, but Snow ran. A bit later, the thug of the group met up with snow and handed over the book, saying that he went through the trouble to find it. It turned out that the people who captured Angel didn't know what the book was and just threw it away. He went through the garbage dump to find it. They returned to the facility but when they attempted to enter Snow was shot by guards. The thug told them to stop because they had the book and were there to return it, but the guards said their orders were to shoot Snow on sight. The bullets were weird, more like needles that buried through the skin. As Snow held on to the gate, trying to push the book through, someone unleashed these birds that covered the area in water that froze over. The bars turned to ice, which the dying Snow broke off and used to stab the guards with. Unfortunately, I woke up before I saw the end.

Dream Two
I saw an ad where this couple was paying 2 million dollars to a person who would marry their dying daughter. She was really young, but she had been dreaming of being a bride. I showed up in an attempt to make some money and was going to meet with the parents when I heard the little girl in the other room. I went in to talk to her and we started playing with her dolls. Her mother came in and said they had found someone else to take the job. I told her I was sorry and that I would leave. I think the little girl told her mom she wanted me to stay cause I was fun to play with. I told her I would stay and play with her and require no payment. A couple of other people showed up because they really wanted the money, including a few girls (it was more like company for the little girl than marriage) and we talked and eventually became friends. It fast forwarded a few months where the parents were going to pay us. It had been like me and my new found friends were nannies for the little girl, keeping her happy and always keeping her company. The mother had appreciated all of our help and was going to split up the money between all of us. I didn't want any money because we had grown so close, so I just decided not to take it. A few of the others had started collecting their money from a pile, but put it back because we had all fallen in love with the little girl and her family. There were a few other people who were working there that weren't my friends, and while they were happily accepting the money, they were also robbing the family of more than they were supposed to be getting paid. I caught them and told the mother that they were stealing money and she called them in and told them to return the money. One of the girls did, but the guy started to run. Me and my two friends that I had made while being in the house chased after him. He had an assistant who was blocking us off from getting to him and eventually started to fight me. He was beating me pretty bad, and we ended up in the street in front of my house. I was eventually able to push him in front of a car, which he tumbled over and was hurt pretty bad. I know he was saying things to me but I can't really remember what. I think it was here that I learned of a plot that the main bad guy (the one who got away with the money) had. A friend of mine (real life friend, not dream friend) just had a baby, and there was a plan to assassinate him. The reason was that this baby was going to grow up to change the world, and the bad guy couldn't have that. I managed to pick up a knife the henchman had been using on me, which had cut me up pretty bad. Something was happening where his skin was being peeled off his wrists and he was in a huge amount of pain. When I had him completely broken down, I slashed both of his wrists before cutting his throat.

After that it was like another dream, a friend (who I know in real life) was at a playground with a water gun shooting at some little girl. The woman who was in charge of watching over the little kids asked what he was doing there and he said he was playing with his niece. When the woman smiled and left he turned away and told me to come with him. We met up with some kids and I told them what happened between me and the henchman and how I just killed a man. They didn't believe me until I showed them the scars on my wrists where I had been cut, which looked really bad. They started asking about what happened when a bomb went off. I told then to run because the bad guy was after me and we jumped from building to building until we ended up in a different world (though I guess it was actually a normal thing in the dream world we were in). We went into a town and started asking the people if we could stay there because we were being chased by a man who was trying to kill us. The people there were these big, blue, boxlike creatures and I explained what had been going on. Some of them said they wanted to help us fight the bad guy. I told them I would be glad to have them. Eventually I went from world to world talking to the different people who were all sorts of different creatures and were rallying them together for my cause. I had told them about the plot to kill an innocent child who would one day save all of us and they were all pumped with the idea to help us fight. I had essentially created an army, which was great because the bad guy was way too strong to take down by myself. We arrived at the enemy palace and me and my friends were standing in front of his throne. He began to laugh at us saying we were outnumbered, until all of the soldiers from the other planets rushed in. There was a crazy battle that ensued after that. It was weird because there were a bunch of different things fighting each other, like a Koopa fighting Bowser by blowing fire on him which was actually cute and funny to watch. In the end, we had been victorious and the bad guy was defeated. The baby was safe and the universe was safe. At that point, I exited the world and was hovering over it when a new "level" opened up and I asked the army if they wanted to check it out. They all cheered that they did, so I entered. It wasn't actually a battle though, but it was like a mini game of a woman grabbing all kinds of desserts and sweets while the credits were rolling and the army was enjoying a party and a wonderful and free life.
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Worse Than Nightmares

I had a few dreams last night, there were really horrible, but they weren't scary like a nightmare. Are these still considered nightmares though? To me, they felt worse than nightmares. The feelings given to me by these dreams were so real it was horrible. The rage from the first dream makes me want to find these people and kill them, even though it was a dream. The sadness and heartbreak from the second dream still lingers and depresses me. I guess my mind released the emotional chemicals in my brain since in my dream I really thought this was all happening.

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Dream One
I was driving home on a motor cycle for some reason and pulled into my driveway. I went inside and saw my girlfriend home chatting with my brother about something. She said she was going to send sexy pictures of herself to all the guys at work and I told her not to, and if she did I would be furious and have to go knock each and every one of them out. While I was wrestling with her to get her phone away from her, my brother sent the pictures to all of the guys. I looked at them and they were very bad and I completely lost it. I started screaming at her and at him, asking her why the hell she would send pictures like that to other guys. I asked her if she would like it if I sent naked pictures of myself to other girls and she said no. Logic was failing her in this dream. I went on facebook and started seeing all these guys commenting on her and trying to get with her and I flipped out. I started to find out where all these guys lived and got their numbers. I called them up and told them that if they didn't cut it out and delete the pictures I was going to give them the worst beating of their lives. One of them laughed at me and told me to bring it on. I remember screaming so loud in anger. I think I went to leave the house to go mess him up, but the dream ended before I could.

Dream Two
I was at my dad's house doing something that I can't remember. Eventually, we were out in the front yard, playing around, and I got a phone call from some college who wanted me to attend. I told them I was interested in the programs that they had, but I was at a school that I loved and wasn't going to leave it. I told them that maybe after I graduated if I wanted to get a degree in their programs I would, but I wasn't interested right now. While this was going on, my little cousins were playing around and this girl who lives across the street come over to hang out. I used to have a huge crush on her when I was little. She started playing with my cousin and they were having a lightsaber battle with those really cool realistic looking lightsabers, and I wanted to get off the phone as soon as possible so I could join them (though in real life, this girl is the complete opposite of nerd). The person on the phone told me that he was screwed because his job depended on me joining their college.. For some reason at that point some big body guard type guy appeared at the house. He told me if I didn't join the college he was going to beat me up. I told him to bring it on. He started swinging at me but before I hit him I asked how old he was. He told me he was 10. He did kind of look like a giant 10 year old. Since he was so young, I didn't feel right about hitting him, despite the fact that he was trying to kill me. I avoided his attacks until eventually I thought my way out of it. I told him a way that he could make money off other people that would give the company a lot of money, and they wouldn't need me to join. He thanked me and left.
After that, I went to hang out with my cousin and neighbor and I told her that when I was little, I used to make up all kinds of games about monsters. I told her that I had a golden book that I would write all sorts of stuff down about them, and she told me that she wanted to see it. I started looking for it and I got a phone call from my girlfriend saying that her mom had died. I had this feeling of absolute dread come over me, but then I thought to myself that it wasn't real and kept looking for the book. A little while later I found it and some woman called me and asked when the funeral service was. At that point, I kind of broke down and started crying. I had this rush of memories and images in my head, wondering what my girlfriend was feeling, knowing that life couldn't ever be the same. It was the worst thing that I have ever felt (if you knew my girlfriend and her mom, you could understand why). I kind of sat there, just at a loss. The neighbor girl came over to me and gave me the book back and told me she had to leave, so I said goodbye. I flipped through the book and saw that on a lot of the pages, I was detailing how much of a crush I had on her when I was little, and felt stupid for showing her the book. I called my girlfriend to see how she was doing and she was pretty torn up. In the back of my head, I still had the anger towards her from the previous dream so I was thinking she might kill herself since we had a fight (even though in this dream I didn't know what we had been fighting about) and her mom just died. I told her I would be home soon, and got into my car to drive home.
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Killing Another Reaper

Three interesting dreams from last night, so I guess it's time to post them.

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Dream One
I was driving the teacher of one of my classes (it's kind of an introduction to the campus class and he's more of a T.A. than anything) and some other person to a meeting we were supposed to be having for that class. I drove all the way to the campus fine, but once I got to the parking lot, I was having trouble controlling the brakes of the car. I hate dreams like this, which I have sometimes, where I have no control over my car. I pressed my foot as hard as I could on the brakes, but it wasn't doing much. The two people in the back looks really concerned that I was going to crash, but I eventually parked the car fine. They laughed at me and said I was a horrible driver before exiting the car. We went into the building and hung out and everyone was having a good time. My girlfriend showed up a little later and it was just a nice feeling kind of dream.

Dream Two
I was at my girlfriends house (which looked more like an apartment) and we were laying on a bed watching television. I told her I had to use the bathroom and got up to go use it. While I was in there, I heard her dad come home from work and when I came outside and he saw me, he started flipping out. He went to hit her, but I stopped him, and then out of nowhere a bunch of giant monsters were summoned and took my girlfriend away. I ended up at my dads house and on the stoop in front of his house were these red orbs, all in a circle. It turned out if they were touched they would teleport me to one of the lairs of the monsters and I would have to defeat them to get my girlfriend back. My little cousins kept trying to touch the orbs, but their parents were stopping them and for good reason. I went upstairs in my dads house and started talking to a friend of mine from an online game that I play. I told him I accidentally spawned the Gods and I was going to need help to take them down to get my girlfriend back. He told me that I would only need to kill one of them to get her back, but the quest wouldn't be over until I killed them all. He said he would get a group together to fight them, but it was going to take a while. I ended up touching one of the orbs by myself in an attempt to rescue her and was teleported to the dungeon. Armed with a spear, I fought my way through until I made it to the God. I think it was some kind of giant blob or turtle or something that I can't realize describe, but it was pretty ugly. With all of my power I managed to kill the God by myself. I saw in my quest log and on my mini-map (yeah, this turned into a half video game half reality type dream) the location of my girlfriend and started heading towards her when I was "disconnected" from the portal. I "log back in" and a group of monsters had spawned while I was away. I panicked because this was my only chance to save her and wasn't able to fight all of them well enough. Luckily, I managed to take all of them down with a really rough fight while spamming healing potions on myself. However, the fight pushed me back into a room with a mummy, and the doors closed on either side of me. From the walls, more mummies began pouring out and I struggled to fight them off. I almost kill all of them when one of them bites me and I turn into a zombie as a result (thanks to a discussion me and my friend had where he had argued that mummies were essentially zombies wrapped in bandages) which made me mad because zombies and mummies are different creatures. The next thing I knew, the entire world was infested with zombies (way to go, I single handedly caused the zombie apocalypse) and I found myself hanging out in a mall with other zombie friends. Though the world seemed to be living as zombies there was still a feeling of terror in the air, so that it actually felt like a nightmare, and there were people running and screaming away from the zombies.

Dream Three
In this dream, I was playing and living in a form of Assassin's Creed. I have not played the new one yet, but I was in the shoes of the wiser and older Ezio Auditore. I was hiding in the shadows, differently from how the game is actually played. It was more like I could only be seen if I was in direct light as opposed to blending in with crowds to hide. I was at some place that kind of looked like a mix between a barn and graveyard and there was giant grim reaper stomping on the ground. I was stalking him silently, following him into the barn. He had a pet snake with him keeping a lookout which I grabbed and silently assassinated. The snake dropped a black cloak that was supposed to represent the invisibility cloak from Harry Potter. I put it around my neck and snuck past the reaper into another room. The other room had something that kid of looked like an experimental tube from Resident Evil but also had a blinking item on the ground that could be picked up, like something from Fallout (how many things can I cross-over in one dream?). It was like my little brother was standing over me watching me play, because I heard him telling me to pick up the Hi-C carton on the floor (the blinking object). I went to the test tube and picked up the second relic, which was what looked like a white orb or apple, possibly a Piece of Eden. I went back to the place where the giant reaper was and jumped out of the shadows to fight him. He was terrifying, but awesome looking. When I defeated him, I claimed the relic he was carrying, which was eternal life. These objects were supposed to represent the Deathly Hallows from Harry Potter and I remember telling my brother how awesome this game was, because that was just the beginning.
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Lovin, Touchin, Squeezin

Can't remember too much of this dream, other than that I hated it.

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Something happened where I was with my girlfriend, but I think we were older cause she had a son or something. We were in love and a happy family together. One day though, she was leaving for a vacation somewhere, and she told me she was breaking up with me because she didn't want to cheat on me. She left, and I knew she was going to have sex with some other guy. I was so furious, but there's nothing I could do about it. The rest of the dream was me, living a normal life, but at times realizing that everything we had was over. I broke down into tears a few times during the dream, and everything felt so real, yet surreal in the "reality", if that makes any sense. It was just a horrible feeling. I remember watching Harry Potter or something and thinking "Oh! She would love this part of the movie..." and then realized we weren't together anymore. Later on, her mother called me and told me she had died and wasn't coming back, but I knew this was a lie. I had felt so betrayed and I knew that she had just been using me for something. I couldn't get the thought of her and that other guy out of my mind. The next thing I remember in my dream, I was running around some market place, full of rage, shooting random people with a shotgun. I wish I hadn't done that, and instead had enough lucidity to go and find the bastard and kill him. I woke up feeling horrible, depressed, and angry at a man who didn't exist. I fantasized about killing him for the rest of the day, but there was nothing I could do about it, other than tell myself it was only a dream.
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I also had this song stuck in my head, I think I "heard" it in the dream.

Dreams and Reality

Alright, I'm back again with my latest dream. Been having trouble remembering them clearly lately, which is one of the reasons for a lack of posting, but hopefully if I keep trying, they will become more clear. I actually just had this dream a little while ago when I fell asleep at school waiting before class, and it was interesting because some parts of this dream were taking place in the room I was sleeping in. Well, I'll just get into it.

Also, I know I put a lot of unnecessary  detail into these dream descriptions, but I need them there to remind me of the dream. If I write down every little piece that reminds me of the dream, I am able to have better, more frequent lucid dreams. So though anyone reading this blog most likely won't care about the small details, they are important for the purpose of this entire blog.

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At first, I remember being at what I think was Atlantic City, on the boardwalk. I was swimming in a pool with some of my friends and got out to go find my parents. When I found my mom, she asked me where my bag was, that had all of my stuff in it, and I said I forgot it at the pool but had to go back anyway because my friends and brother were back there. She started yelling at me about something, saying that the mom of my friends called and was worried about where her kid were and she wanted me to get them from the pool. So I walked back, and remember it being a really long and annoying walk. When I got back to the pool I saw my brother and told him we had to leave and to grab my bag. There were two bags there, both of which was mine, but the one that I wanted was black. I started telling him where the bag I wanted was, which was under a table, but he cut me off and said "I see it!". He picked up a red bag instead, and I told him I needed the black bag, to which he responded "I couldn't find that one". I yelled at him telling him that I was trying to tell him where it was, before he rudely cut me off. Him and my friends all got out of the pool, and I saw my uncle standing there. He was asking me what video games I had in the bag, and I told him about a few I had. My mom said to set up my Playstation 3 right there on the beach because my grandpa wanted to play the new Scream video game. I started running weird wires, that were able to be molded like gum, and watched as my brother played a weird, dark, twisted game. I believe it was supposed to be Splatterhouse, (which I had saw a trailer for yesterday, though I believe it's an old game) and I ended up being sort of sucked into the game. It was odd, because I was half in reality, half in the game.

The next thing I remember is waking up on the couch that I fell asleep on. There was a television hooked up, playing pornography for some reason, and I heard this teacher walking down the halls, so I tried to change the channel to something that wasn't bad. At this point, my dream was blending with reality, since I always hear the tapping of her high heel shoes as she walks past me, laying on the couch. As she was walking by, she stopped in front of me and revealed that she is actually a porn actress (she's actually very attractive) and started saying something to me that I can't recall, and posing, though she was fully clothed. After that, I woke up somewhere else. I was in the living room of my house and I had just escaped from something. There were traps and guards set up and I was trying to sneak past them, failing a few times and dying, before having to start over.

After doing this a few times, I found out a few things. There was a gun trap set up near my kitchen and next to the gun trap was the guards phone. The phone had a code on it that could access the main computer of the "facility". If I was able to access this computer, I could open the front door to my house and be free. I managed to get around the gun trap and pick up the guards cell phone, which also contained some kind of device that allowed me to do a few things. It had a recharge meter on it, so if I used it too much I would have to let it cool down before I could use it again. One of the buttons made me invisible to everything, including the giant robot guard that was there and the gun trap. I disabled the gun trap and then went for the guard, but my charge level ran out and I was spotted. I quickly ran away, waited for the device to charge up a slight bit, activated the invisibility and returned to the "cell" which was actually just a pillow on the floor of my living room. However, as long as I was laying there, the guards wouldn't bother me. Eventually, I used a taser to knock out the guard, and when the giant robot guard came around, I turned invisible, ran back to the pillow, and recharged. After that, I used the taser on the robot, until it exploded. After that, one of the main guards showed up and it turned out I had some kind of connection to him. I turned invisible, and saw a woman giving a tour of the facility, opening the door a slight bit. I jumped at the chance, but it ended up doing more harm than good. I ended up hitting the woman which caused the alarm to sound. At that point, my charge level was fading, so I had no choice but to run. As I was trying to escape, I ran into the main guard and he told me I had to stay there. I yelled at him, asking what he had done to me and asked why I couldn't remember who I was. Then, everything flashed through my mind and I saw that they had been conducting experiments on me. When my meter recharged, I activated the invisibility and took an elevator to a lower level. I ended up back where the couch was and found myself laying there, hearing the tapping of heels on the floor. And then I woke up.
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Playing Dead

Alright, haven't had too many dreams or much time, but I've stocked up a few. In fact, I just had a dream a little while ago when I fell asleep at school. Unfortunately one of the dreams that I did take notes about, I have no idea what I was trying to say, so I'm just going to write what I remember from it, even though it may be kind of broken up
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Dream One
I was with this women and her two daughters. I was dating the oldest one. We found something in her car that was a key-card to her fathers apartment. We went there for some reason, and he was inside with a gun. He tried to shoot me but ended up shooting his daughter and she was bleeding pretty bad. Something happened and either me or the police killed him. My girlfriend ended up being alive, and the police gave us the deed to his apartment. I know a few other things happened, but we ended up fighting a guy wearing a pumpkin head who was beating us pretty hard and it turned out there was a league of crazy bad guys who wanted the deed to the apartment for some reason.


Dream Two
I was at a school that looked like a private school. I was at an activity that my teacher had said I was very talented in and wanted me to stay in it after school. She gave me a set of golden keys that would allow me access into other rooms of the building. My dream mom came to school and when the teacher told her this, she was very angry, saying that I had fencing lessons and she would rather me do that than whatever the other activity was. While they were arguing, I heard a women calling me over from another room, behind a set of bars. I used the key to open the door which led to the hallway her cell was located in, but not the actual cell itself. She was talking to me and said she would read my fortune. She ended up taking control of me and used me as well as the teacher in order to break free from the cell. She turned into this horrible demon-zombie creature, and killed me when she was done with me, leaving me in a sewer beneath the cell. However, I wasn't really dead. I woke up in the sewer, barely alive, and picked up the keys before walking home. My brother saw me and was trying to make an appointment to meet with this newly risen Dark Lord, because he was going to try and betray him and kill him (I'm not exactly sure what happened, but it was actually an evil man, no longer a woman. Possibly it was always a man, using the women as an innocent disguise). My brother didn't know that I could hear him on the phone and told the Dark Lord that I was alive and could possibly be a danger, in an attempt to use me as bait. I went into my room and realized I had a few powers that I could use to defend myself. I set up these hidden spikes made out of holy energy, and left them as traps in the floor. The Dark Lord had burst into my room while I was laying in bed pretending to be asleep, and had fallen into my traps and was very hurt by my spikes. However, he was not defeated. I jumped out of bed and began attacking him with a holy scythe, which was pure energy. However, I was not strong enough and he struck me down. With the last of my breath, I sent whatever power I had to my brother. I remember being "dead" but completely aware of what happened after that. My brother burst into the room and began fighting the weakened Dark Lord, using whatever powers he had, and eventually was able to defeat him with the use of the holy scythe. After that, the world had completely rewound, and I watched as everything returned to the way it was, and watched the demon corpse appear in the cell, before vanishing forever. The only person with a memory of what had happened was my brother. I was back in the private school, watching my mother and teacher argue, when I looked down at the ground and saw the golden keys laying there. After seeing the keys, the memories flooded back into my head, and I looked up to see my brother standing over me, smiling.

Dream Three
I remember being in a public bathroom at school, and I feel like something had happened before this because I was thinking to myself that it was much lighter when I had come in before. I think I may have been in there to wash off some blood that I got on me from something else. I know I was there because I was trying to find someone or something. I started to turn on some of the lights and a few other people had walked into the bathroom and started using the stalls and whatever. After I got most of the lights on, I saw a man walk in with a giant sword and I heard him slice someone in half and then saw him swinging his sword around randomly, killing whoever was in the way. I fell to the floor in order to give the illusion that I had been killed as well, and waited to see what was going to happen. The man had walked over our bodies and started posting some pieces of paper on top of graffiti on the wall, which ended up being a code to unlocking some secret passage. Another man came in, and the man with the sword was about to kill him when I stood up and pulled out a small dagger. I told the man with the sword to stop what he was doing or I would be forced to stop him. He started attacking me, but I was blocking his sword with the dagger and jumping around until I was able to disarm him. He surrendered when I had the sword at his throat and the other man told me to just kill him, but I said I would never kill a man who begged to be spared. He ended up helping find a passage way, which had a weird creepy ghost butler in it telling us to go a certain way. After a bit of decoding, I was able to flip the passage way around and reveal the correct way to go. At this point I had a few people with me, including the man with the big sword (though I was currently wielding it) and the man he had tried to kill. We were walking through the mansion and a bunch of creepy little kids started attacking us. They looked more like evil possessed dolls than anything. One of my followers pointed out that they were clones, since they all looked the same. I remember jumping up into the air and stabbing them from above in order to kill them, since other ways of fighting them weren't working too well. Eventually, I made it to the room of the boss. He was there waiting for me with two other brutes with big looking white guns. I saw them not aim at me, but at my newly founded friends, and I called out for them not to, but it was too late. They had destroyed everyone who worked hard to help me get this far.  I recognized the two men as these two best friends who I had known in high school to be my superiors in NJROTC (which is something I was in). They told me they didn't recognize me, but their boss had ordered them to kill me, and that's what they were going to do.
Their guns charged up and were more like cannons then anything, and they had to lock on in order for them to successfully fire. Me, being as awesome as I was, was able to jump around like a ninja and easily avoid all of their shots. There was a fat brute and a skinny brute, and when the fat one was targeting me, I jumped in front of his friend and jumped away right before the shot fired. The upper half of his friends body was taken clean off. Raged, he started shooting at me like a mad person, but I was able to jump behind him and slice him in half. The boss came out of the shadows and asked me if I would be able to defeat myself, presenting me with a cloned version of me, except in a much higher advanced technological outfit. He took away my giant sword and told me I would have to defeat him with the original dagger that I had. We began fighting, and I jumped to one of the dead bodies and picked up the gun. I started targeting the clone, but he was able to turn invisible so I couldn't get an accurate lock on him. I used the secondary firing feature, but had completely lost him. I'm assuming he had defeated me, because I was removed from everything and ended up back in the "real world" surrounded by some friends. Turned out I had to enter the dream world to defeat this man, and I would have to enter it again if I wanted to win, having luckily survived this time. My real life friends say they would come in and join me, but I warned them that if they died, they would not be able to return.
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Living as the Undead

Had another Zombie dream last night. Guess it's a common theme with me. This wasn't too scary of a dream though. Actually, I kind of liked it a bit.

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I was in a mall when a zombie outbreak had started (or possibly had already been going on for some time). A lot of people were fighting off the zombies, but not doing too well. Me and some other guy were upstairs in the mall looking down at them and killing whatever zombies had come up to try and get us. After a bit of fighting, most of the zombies were dead, and there was only one zombie left upstairs. The guy I was fighting with had been killed during all of this, so perhaps this was his zombie. The zombie grabbed onto me and started biting at me. Realizing I wasn't going to be able to push him off before getting bit, I took out my cell phone and called my girlfriend. I told her I was bit by a zombie and that I loved her and I was going to end my life before I turned into one of the undead. I hung up the phone and jumped off the top floor in an attempt to kill myself.
The next thing I remember was that I was in the backseat of my girlfriends car. I guess I had survived the fall and she told me that if I was going to become a zombie she was going to become one too. She drank something that looked like a bottle of blue Kool-Aid and told me that it was the virus. I looked at my arm and it seemed like I hadn't gotten bitten or anything so I told her that perhaps in my confusion of trying to call her to make sure I said goodbye to her before I died, I didn't even manage to get bit. I drank some of the blue liquid as well, so that if she turned into a zombie I would turn into a zombie too. Eventually, I guess we turned, but we weren't really like zombies. We were able to walk around and talk normally as well as control ourselves. The good thing though was that no other zombies would try to kill us. Me and her went into a casino and started playing around for a while, and a man came up to us and gave us a flier for zombie rights. Supposedly, zombies were people too and there was a rally in support of us because everyone else wanted to kill all of us. I don't think anything else happened after that, because I woke up.
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Dream Games

Alright, so again, I haven't blog posted in a while, but I have been recording my dreams in a note on my phone after I wake up from them, so I'm going to post them all as one post. If some of it doesn't make sense it's because I can't figure out what I was trying to say when I wrote it half asleep, but I'll do my best. Sorry if there's no real "plot" to these, even though there may have been one in the dream originally

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Dream One
Me and my mom were running away from a horrible storm that had started on the east coast and was slowly moving west (though in my dream, New York was on the left of the United States and we were moving to the right). We had been driving and barely outrunning the storm for a while, and we were able to see the huge gray cloud behind us, destroying everything it flew over. Eventually, we made it to a beach, but couldn't go any further, but instead of the storm killing us, I was taken under by severe waves (which is a reoccuring theme in most of my dreams and I can't figure out why...did something happen to me at the beach when I was younger that I repressed?) I was tumbling beneath the waves, unable to do anything, and no matter how far away from the water I ran, they were still able to get me. Eventually when one of the waves took me under, time rewound, yet I still had my memory of the escape. It had begun again, with us back in New York, trying to drive west. This time I knew that making it to the coast would not do anything for us, so we decided to try and find a way back into New York after the storm had passed it. While driving west, we came to a train station and asked where it was headed, but we were told that it would be going all the way west, so we did not want to take it. We continued to drive away from the storm and eventually came to an airstrip with planes taking off. We thought we would hop on a plane and fly through the storm, but at that moment another plane had tried to this and exploded upon touching the storm cloud. We got into one of the planes that was unoccupied on the runway and decided to try to fly around the storm by going south and then back north to get back to New York. There was a problem with the plane though and we ended up crash landing somewhere in Mexico, where we were being hunted by some people. But I woke up before finding my way out of there.

Dream Two
Me and my girlfriend were at my girlfriends house babysitting her younger sister. Eventually I had to leave so she drove me home. At my house she ended up staying there for an hour past her curfew, and then went home. In the morning, her parents had called me and said she didn't come home the night before and they had been out looking for her for a while. Eventually she came back to my house with a friend that she had found on the way home the night before and had been driving her friend home (even though I guess her friend lived right next door to me). It turns out her friend was a porn star and her and her friend had a lesbian experience and she decided that she didn't want to be with me anymore and wanted to go do porn with her friend. I went to the neighbors house and talked to the other girls husband, but turns out that her husband was in charge of all the porn and said he was going to be paying me for all the movies she would be making. I was still shocked and confused and didn't really know what to think. At that moment another man came in saying how he wanted my girlfriend but the other girls husband began to beat him up saying that she was my wife and that I had all the rights to her. I didn't like this because even though she belonged to me, she still didn't love me or want to do anything to do with me.

Dream Three
I was sitting in class getting ready to take notes when my girlfriend came in the room and said there was a fire in the building, but then right away said she was just kidding. The teacher was mad at her for saying this but ignored it. Normally, the teacher was very nice, but today she was being completely crazy. Everyone in the class was getting annoyed because she was making ridiculous rules and people were getting in trouble for reasons that didn't make sense. At one point, she took away the laptop I was using to takes notes on because it had a few games on it that I wasn't playing. Eventually we all went outside because there was a fire department assembly, but everyone in the class had enough of the teacher so they were being rude to her and turned the class into an outdoor party. Eventually, one of the students stood up and told us to look at ourselves and explained what we were doing. We all apologized to the teacher and calmed down. The teacher walked up to the crowd of students looking very sorry and sincere, but then started giving out detentions instead of apologizing like we thought she would. Then she turned to my girlfriend and told her that she would be in detention for the rest of the semester, but my girlfriend just laughed at her because she wasn't even in her class. Then the teacher turned to me and said that I would take her place in detention and miss all of her classes and I would fail all of the tests, so I told her I was just going to drop her class. Then she turned into a giant monster and chased us back through the building. Me and my girlfriend ran back into the classroom because I forgot my laptop, and then then we jumped on a giant warpstar and started to fly away. While we were flying we shot lasers at the teacher monster and blew her up. We had managed to escape and lived happily ever after.

Dream Four
I was at my dads house and there was a party going on. My dad was very drunk and kind of being a jerk. I was at the neighbors house and he was talking to her about her boyfriend. He said something about her only liking certain types of guys and it was very rude and she was upset. I told her I would talk to him about it. I ran after him and he was very angry and I told him he couldn't say stuff like that to people. He took his bottle of whiskey and threw it at me, but it hit the ground. Eventually, a bunch of helicopters started flying overhead and landing around us. It was the military saying that something had landed in our neighborhood. Turns out it was a bunch of aliens and they started killing everyone. Something else happened that I don't really remember, but I ended up being in a public bathroom hiding from something but that's all I can remember.

Dream Five
I found myself in my house hanging out with my girlfriend. We weren't doing much, but we went into my room to try and fool around. But inside my room was my aunt and she was watching us carefully to make sure we weren't doing anything. I was really mad that she wouldn't give me some privacy so I went to my mom to tell her about it. I start talking to my mom, but her and my brother tell me that we are all trapped in the house. I ask her what she is talking about and she tells me to try and leave. I open the door and see two terrifying looking decomposed people and they were keeping us in the house. I laughed and told them I could easily destroy them, and I did. But, then a third one appeared, with wings and looked even more terrifying than the first two. Suddenly, I found myself in a different area. There were other people with me and we were trying to find a way out. I remember walking through a sewer with a group of people before getting separated from them. I found myself staring at a lake, and the next thing I knew a horrible creature jumped up from the water and pulled me down. I was drowning as it held on to me and I was looking up from under the water when an old woman pulled me up. I thanked her and I returned to my house. When I came back to the house, I realized that me, my mom, and my brother are all dreaming and that's why we can't leave. They want to kill themselves in order to wake up, but I tell them not to worry because I know how to wake myself up and I will go and wake all of them up (which, I can always do when I know I'm dreaming). I woke myself up and found myself laying in my bed. Everything was completely normal. I ran into my moms room and woke her up and she asked me if I had a scary dream and I told her I did, but that I had to go wake up my brother. I ran into his room and woke him up and he said he was having the same dream too. At this point, I didn't realize I was still dreaming, but thought I had woken up and was back in reality. I turned on the TV and  saw that our dreams were being broadcast as a television show. I had also realized that if we had died in the dream we would have died in real life, because a group of children who died in the dream actually died in an accident in real life. There was also a commercial on TV for a celebrity who had gone missing and I realized he was one of the people from the dream. I ended up tracking him down and found out he had gone into hiding after the dream. It turned out we had been dreaming for a few years, and they were going to continue to let us dream until we all lost. It was at that point that I realized I had to stop the people behind this. I tracked down the old lady who had saved me in my dream and it turned out she was my martial arts master. A flashback of the dream showed me that it wasn't actually my teacher who saved me, but a projection of her, and in the dream it was actually a creature wearing a scary mask, that I guess took residence inside of dreams. The teacher was training me to defeat the people in charge of the dream show, and told me they were going to be premiering their release of the show at New York Comic Con. Me and my girlfriend went there, and before going in she was training me in the art of fencing to take them down. (My notes say at this point that they end up trapping me in another dream, but I don't remember and then I woke up. Maybe I'm dreaming right now...)
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Mob Chase

Alright, before I begin writing about the dreams I had, I want to note something that I found very interesting. Maybe a little weird. I don't know. In the blog post titled "I Love College...and Zombies?" I was dreaming about the college I was supposed to attend this fall and I am currently going to classes there. There was one part of my dream where I was talking to a particular girl, and I remember her face..."Eventually, I was on my way back to the guy dorms. Some girl was coming up from them and she looked at me, but didn't want me to think she was a slut or something and said "I was just using the restrooms there, the girls are broken" and I was making small talk with her and I said something like "hey, don't I know you?" and she really did look familiar, but I didn't know her. Again, I felt Alpha because she was flirting with me pretty bad." The weird part about all of this is that...in my new college, I met this girl for real. I didn't realize it at first, until she was smiling at me. I remember the girl in my dreams smile above everything else. The girl from my college is now my new friend and we enjoy each other company, but I think it's very weird, and almost impossible that I had a dream about her before I met her. Probably some psychological mind trick going on. I thought I would record this down though, since this is a blog about dreams.

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Dream One
I was at some kind of amusement park with a few of my friends having a good time, and I realized my girlfriend was also there. I told my friends I was going to go look for her and I left them and began searching. Eventually, I found her in a hotel room inside the amusement park and she said she was staying there with her family and was very happy to see me. Her dad came back to the hotel room from wherever he was and was very pissed off to see me standing there talking to his daughter. There was also another woman there who was fighting with my girlfriends family because she had claimed that the hotel room was actually hers and that they had stole it. Eventually they just decided to share it. I started to leave, when all of a sudden the room started to flood. I grabbed my girlfriend and was able to swim out of there with her. That's all I can really remember.

Dream Two 
I was at a horse racing track, and everything seemed like an opening for a movie. I saw a known mobster with his grand daughter. He dropped his bet ticket on the ground because his grand daughter was playing with it, and I picked it up and handed it to him. I saw the horse he had bet on and saw that the payout was $44 Million. I had a feeling that the race was going to be fixed, so I ran up to the betting window where my mom was and told her to bet on that horse. I couldn't get through the crowd so I had yelled to her and she heard me, but so did the mobster. Eventually, the horse won and the $44 Million prize was split up between me and the mobster (even though this is obviously not how betting works). He was very angry to only get half the prize and told me to give him my half or he'd take it. I ran from him and he sent a bunch of his gang after me.
Eventually, I found myself hiding in a mall, disguised in security guard clothes along with two dream friends who I had never actually met before. Eventually, the mobsters found us and shot one of my friends. Me and my other friend eventually hid up in the ceiling, and ended up staying there for a few years. Time passed and one day while I was out getting what I could only assume was groceries, they had found my other friend and killed him. I was completely destroyed by this and thought it was time to end all of this. I went to the mobsters hideout and I handed him the ticket for the rest of his money. He was still going to kill me, but I think I killed him first. However, all of the money was lost as well. In the end, I lost both of my friends and all of the money. I guess there is a lesson to be learned there.

Dream Three
I was entered into some kind of poker tournament and had gotten really far in it. Me and my girlfriend were both at the same table, as well as a bunch of other kids who would be known as my "team". For some reason, even though we were playing against each other, we were supposed to be working together. I was dealing first, and was being a complete idiot because I had half of the cards facing up and the other half facing down. I also took half of the deck and put it into my hand by mistake. I told them I was going to fold that hand because I had screwed up so bad. Eventually me and one of the other kids got into a big fight about something, and I left for a bit to find a bathroom. My girlfriend came with me and we ended up in some parking lot with a bunch of stores around us. She left to go find a bathroom and I stayed behind with her stuff, but then I started getting woozy because I needed an insulin injection (even though I'm not diabetic in real life, I guess I was in this dream). I started crawling towards the needle that I needed before my girlfriend eventually saved me. I had said something like "I thought you didn't love me anymore." and she assured me that she still did.
I headed back to where the tournament was supposed to be, but ended up in a place that looked kind of like my house. There was a bunch of gang members there (they didn't really look like gang members...more like mafia, but not italian). They wanted something from me and I couldn't give it to them. Eventually, one of the guys shot me in the back, and I saw the bullet hole on my stomach. I put pressure there and begged them not to kill my family because they had nothing to do with it, and they had gotten me. They were about to kill my younger brother when everything rewound, and I was standing there being asked to give them what they were looking for. I told them it was in my room and I ran in there and locked my door. While the man who originally shot me was trying to get in, I picked up my baseball bat and began to search for my airsoft gun under my bed. I eventually found it and when the man came in I put the gun to his head, and thinking it was a real gun he dropped his weapon. I picked it up, shot him and then a gun fight broke out between me and the mob guys. Eventually, I managed to get out of there with the help of a few police officers.
When I made it back to the tournament, I sat down next to the kid who I got into a fight with. I told him I was very sorry that things had gotten out of hand and begged his forgiveness, telling him that if we were going to get through this we were going to need to work together. He accepted my apology, but as he did, we were no longer playing a card game. Instead, we were in a huge battle with a giant worm like creature. We were fighting with everything we had, and eventually lost, but we were able to try again. I'm not sure if we won or lost, because I woke up.
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Revival

Alright, so I haven't been posting at all for most of the summer. But that led me to realize a few things. For one, it led me to the idea that there HAS to be a correlation between writing a dream journal and having lucid dreams. I doubt this is true for EVERYONE, since I'm really the only test subject at the moment, but there is definitely some relation there for me. So, I'm going to try and resume this journal and see how long it takes me to get my lucid dreams back. It was also hard for me to record my dreams because...well, I wasn't having any. I think it may have been do to a new medicine I was taking, but recently I seem to be dreaming again every night, so hopefully that problem is eliminated. Well, we shall try this and see what happens.

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Dream One
I found myself at a college theater, awaiting the opening the play my brother is in the process of being the part of. I was talking to him about how I was so surprised that even though auditions had just ended, the play was already done. I went to find a nice seat, but while I was walking around I found the battery of a cell phone that someone had dropped. I asked around to see if it belonged to anyone, but all I could find was a man willing to help. We manage to find out the name of the owner of the cell phone and then began to question the members of the audience if they knew who this person was. The first person I asked was a slightly attractive blonde woman, most likely in her thirties, and it turned out the the cell phone had belonged to her son. She thanked me for finding it and was talking to me about a few things before I went up to join my mom and my brother (even though he was supposed to be taking part in the play) and the top row of seats. A few moments after arriving at my seat, I noticed the blonde woman get up from her seat and begin walking towards me. I had started telling my mom that I think she was attracted to me for some reason, but was unable to do so before the woman had sat down next to me. The woman began to talk to me about something I really had no interest in, but I listened for a while before finding an excuse to leave. My family and I went to a cafe on campus where we were going to attempt to hide from her. At this point though, the woman was essentially stalking me. The only way I was able to get away from her was when my mom and brother distracted her and I was able to teleport home via the anima system (something used in Square-Enix's MMORPG Final Fantasy XIV). At this point, I was now sort of inside Final Fantasy XIV but I was scared that if she had seen me teleport she would be able to track down my location and find me, so I disguised myself as my friends female character. I believe this worked and she was unable to locate me, and I relaxed and returned to my real life home.
The next thing I remember was laying in my moms bed, wondering if this women knew who I was and if she could find me. At that point, I heard a knock at the door, and yelled to my mom not to answer it, but it was too late. I heard screaming and fighting and I'm not really sure what happened to my mom and my brother, but the woman appeared in the room with a large knife. She was clearly insane at this point and was crying about how I didn't love her and how she would have to kill us all because we could never be truly happy. She started to slash at me, but I grabbed a broom stick and was blocking some of her stabs. A few of them got through and hurt pretty bad but I knew I would be able to fight her, and I was not going to die. Eventually, I grabbed the blade of the knife with my hands, even though it was cutting them, and managed to take it away. The next thing I remember doing is savagely stabbing her with the knife, cutting her literally to pieces and leaving the knife in what was left of her bloody mess called a body. I walked into the living room to see if my family was alive, and everyone was fine. They asked me what happened and I told them, and they told me to make sure she was dead. I explained that there was no possible way she could still be alive after what I had done to her, but my mom suggested that I feel for a pulse. I touched her neck and began to panic because even though I didn't really feel a pulse, I knew she was still alive. I took the knife from her body, stabbed her a few more times and ran out into the street looking for a police officer. I finally found one and had explained what had happened and he was willing to help me. Eventually a detective showed up (played by Morgan Freeman) and had been trying to help me figure out what was going on. At that point, a weird creature had flown from my house and towards the police officers telling us that there was nothing we could do to kill it, and that it could easily destroy our world by stabbing what looked like a pin into some kind of instrument that was the shape exact shape as the creatures body. Detective Morgan Freeman suggested that if stabbing the instrument in that exact location would destroy the world, then stabbing the creature in that exact location on its body would destroy it. The creature began to panic and we knew that we had found it weakness, but suggested we created a truce. We would enter into negotiations and if the creature was satisfied we would trade it what it wanted in exchange for letting me free of it's stalking and harming my family and the guaranteed safety of earth. The creature agreed and we went into some weird minigame where we would offer him certain items and he would decide what he wanted to accept. Eventually, he was happy with what we were going to be giving him but during the negotiations, his reinforcement ship had showed up. He flew away, thanking us, and told us that he would leave with the ship and let them know of our alliance. While that was going on, a giant spider-like creature was emerging from the ground and my little group was unable to defeat it. We began to run away until eventually, we came to a pirate ship who were willing to help us, because they had been in an alliance with the police officers. We were rescued and everything was fine in the world once again.

Dream Two
In this dream, I started out riding in the back of a convertible care similar to the car I have, while my brothers friend and her ex-boyfriend, Carl, were in the front. Carl was driving and began to pick up a lot of speed. While we were driving, a minivan was attempting to turn, but waited before we were right next to it to attempt this, and smashed into us. Even though we were in the smaller car, we didn't really get effected by the hit. The other car, however, was badly damaged. Carl continued to drive and we began saying stuff like "Carl, I think you hit someone back there" and he responded with "Yeah, should we go back?" and I told him we should. When we arrived at the scene of the accident, the car was smoking and the people were still inside. I checked on them to see if they were ok and one of the women was hurt pretty badly. I asked if they had called the police, but they said the police were going to take an hour and a half to get there. At this point, Carl approached their car and began screaming at them for turning in front of him like that, but I told him to chill out because they were really hurt and we could worry about that later. They acknowledged that it was no ones fault but their own but I told them not to worry about it for the moment. Carl went back to his car and I stayed with the girls just in case they needed any more help. Eventually the police officer arrived and was talking to them and I told her what happened and the girls admitted it to being their fault but I told them that Carl kept driving and we had to tell him to go back. The officer was not happy about this and she went to question Carl. Suddenly, I saw Carl take out a knife and start to stab the officer and I ran over to him to stop him. Eventually, he and some of his friends went into a near parking lot and were armed to the teeth with guns and weapons. I went in there to stop him and everyone was telling me not to go, but I went in anyway. I remember having some sort of weird machine when I went in there to confront them, and they were getting ready to kill me. I had a cool looking trench coat on and sunglasses and looked like I wasn't afraid at all. Right when they were about to open fire on me, I pushed a button and the machine I had began to take all of the ammo they were shooting at me and sucking it up like a giant magnetic vacuum. When they went to reload, I pushed the button again and it sucked up the rest of their ammo, right out of all the clips, as well as the weapons they had, including Gatling guns that were on the back of their trucks. After that, I beat the hell out of all of my opponents, saving Carl for last. I don't remember exactly how the final battle between him and me went, but I do know that I won.
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Let's Try This Again

Alright, I had a few crazy dreams last night, as well as one that I had a while ago that I never posted. So I'm going to post them all in the order they happened, and hopefully I'll be back on track to dreaming.

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Dream One
I was on the train in New York City and was upset about losing my love after some accident happened. On the train, a little girl approached me and was talking to me even though I was sad. I started playing with her and making her laugh and smile and her grandpa was there smiling at us. After I get off the train, I have a breakdown and begin crazy like crazy in front of the memorial of the train wreck that caused me to lose my love. I look at the list of names on the memorial and realize that my love's name is not on the list and that she may be alive. I am given a glimpse of my love, alive and well, but my dream character does not see this, only me as the dreamer. The little girl and her grandpa end up at my aunts house for some party she was having and we end up watching The Lion King. Whenever I think about my lost love, I have another breakdown, but I try to hide it from the little girl because I don't want her to get upset.

Dream Two 
I was in some kind of game where I had a party of people with me and I was exploring a dungeon. There were monsters and treasure chests everywhere and I was kind of weak until I ended up finding some treasure chest with crazy weapons in it after saving one of my trapped friends. After that, I was fighting in an awesome way, destroying enemies and feeling like a boss. I was throwing spears through giant monster's hearts and wrecking them pretty bad. At a certain point, the dream did a slow motion montage of a bunch of sick kills I got. In one of the kills, one of the monsters sliced open my arm and I remember feeling the pain and touching it and tasting the blood. The kills were played to me one more time, except this time I was covering my eyes for some of them because people died who I didn't want dead and I couldn't stand to see them suffer. At one point, I was taken to a kill of Will Ferrel dressed as a Nazi. I felt terrible because when we found him he said he was forced to join the Nazi Party and wanted to get out, but he was killed anyway. I was able to replay the scenario and save him but a few things kept going wrong so we had to restart a few more times. Eventually we saved him and made him our informant and killed a bunch of Nazi's in a really fun way.

Dream Three
I was young in this dream and me and some other kids were playing around my house. We went up into a tree fort and I ended up falling out of it. It felt like I would fall forever, because I didn't hit the ground right away and I wasn't sure how high up the tree fort was. I remember one of the kids said something like "you didn't hit the ground yet?". And when I looked down, I was already on the ground. I hit the ground hard, but didn't feel anything. I thought I was fine but when I tried to stand up I almost passed out, so my aunt took me to the hospital. I guess in the hospital I had some surgery done on my heart which was affected by the fall, so I had a big bandage on my chest when I went home. There were two children at my house who had a strange aura about them. A brother and sister. The sister looked very cute and innocent but the brother looked evil and powerful. Eventually, the brother found out I had a crush on his sister and challenged me to a fight. He rips off his shirt and reveals that he also has a bandage on his heart, and I realize that whoever gets hit with the first punch to the chest is going to die. We fought for a while until eventually I was too tired to try any more, and I gave up. The brother held me down and punched me in the heart. I remember us being in an area surrounded by boxes and my mom washing dishes in a window, but she couldn't see where we were to save me. Eventually, everyone thought I was dead, including me, because I was walking around as a spirit. I was upset and angered and I wasn't able to touch or talk to anyone. Except for the brother who killed me. He was surprised when he first saw me and I was surprised he could actually hear me and I begged him to bring me back to life. He realized at that moment that I wasn't dead because he had made a promise to my mother that he would protect me, and this prevented him from being able to kill me fully. He said that he was sorry for almost ending my life and that we would have to go on a quest in order to bring me back. Eventually on our journey we became friends. We wound up in a dark forest on the way to wherever we were going, and the brother was attacked by his sister. Both of them were glowing with an aura, the brothers was red and the sisters was blue. Both of them had amazing power and the sister was trying to kill her brother because he killed me. During the battle he tried to explain that I was alive and was a spirit right next to him, but she didn't believe him. Eventually, something happens (not sure if it was a spell cast by the brother) and we all switch bodies. The brother moves into my spirit body, the sister moves into the brother's body, and I move in the sister's body. The sister eventually see's my spirit body (even though the brother is currently occupying it) and realizes that it's still possible to save me. I eventually wind up back at my house, still in the sister's body, and am able to see my family. I don't try to explain that I am still alive, because they wouldn't believe it, but eventually I try to get my aunt to understand. After some more switching around, the brother ends up inside the body of my aunt's baby. He can't control the body, but he is able to exist in the mind. I tell my aunt to go whisper a number from one to one billion into the babies ear and I will be able to tell her and if I can do that, she will know I am telling the truth. Me, the brother, and the sister are able to use telepathy after switching bodies so many times, so I planned on talking to the brother after he heard the number from her. However, when she whispered the number in his ear and I tried to use telepathy, he wouldn't answer me. Eventually, my aunt and one of my cousins are trying to escape from something, so I run along with them and the the baby. We run far, passing a beautiful lake and the feeling of a giant evil creature is looming over me. After trying to talk to the brother for sometime, he ends up telling me the number and apologizing, saying something about not realizing how in love me and his sister actually were and how he's sorry for what he did. I tell my aunt the number and she stops running and looks at me, in shock. And the dream ended there.
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Am I Done?

I haven't been able to remember my dreams lately and so I haven't made a post in a while. It might be because of some new medicine I'm taking, but I'm not really sure. I can only remember a part of one dream I had recently so I'll post that here. I really hope I can get back to dreaming soon though...

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I was at a concert for my favorite band and I managed to sneak from the farthest spot away from the stage to the very front of it. However, I was quickly caught by a security guard who asked to see my ticket. I started going through my pockets and was unable to find any ticket at all, but at that moment the band starting playing my favorite song. I was freaking out because they never play that song live and was incredibly excited. The security guard was still trying to get me to show him my ticket though, which I still couldn't find. I looked up on stage and saw the lead singer of the band looking at me, but he looked like he was angry at me, and I felt like crap. That's the last thing I remember happening though.
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Lucid Failure

Alright, kind of weird as usual. I'm just gonna jump right into it.

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In this dream, I don't remember exactly how it started but I ended up watching Jim Carrey in my dads backyard trying to kill someone. It was like a video game though because I had done all these tasks before hand and saved my game up to this point. I had to stop Jim Carrey from killing whoever he was trying to to kill so I had to lay traps out for him to trip over and get tied up in. I failed a few times and eventually I beat it and tried to get a few endings or something. After that, I ended up in the front yard of the house. I realized I still had my save files, but I was no longer playing whatever game that was. I was now in real life but I could restart if I did something wrong. The thought passed through my head that I was dreaming so I needed to someone to figure out if I was. I looked up and started a small fire and realized I was dreaming at that point. One of my little cousins caught fire from the fire I had started and my other little cousin grabbed him and rolled around until the fire was put out. After that, I was trying to manipulate other stuff, but it was very hard for some reason. The dream world looked very very realistic though. I saw all of the colors of the world, I saw little bugs flying around and landing on me. I felt like my eyes were actually open. It was weird. After that, I saw these girls come out of my neighbors house and I was trying to control everything, but I was failing pretty bad. I think I woke up a few times and then fell back to sleep and resumed the dream at my "save point". After that though it was pretty messy and I couldn't really see things clearly like before. Oh well.
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Rain on a Wedding Day

Alright, I only remember bits of pieces of this dream but just a bit of back story, my cousins grandma can be a little...mean sometimes. But in this dream she was kind of combined with my great uncle and his wife. I'm not sure how my cousins grandma actually feels about homosexuals but I know one of her sons is gay and they still love him. My great uncle and aunt though are very religious so I don't know how they feel about it. But in this dream they were all projected into one person, simply because of the setting of the dream.

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In my dream, my cousin was going to be married and we were setting up for his wedding. I remember walking around his huge house and looking at some stuff, but I don't remember too much else about what was going on. The next thing I do remember was sitting at a table with his Grandmother. She was playing a song on the radio and told my brother to pay very close attention to it. The song said something about God hating gay people and my brother is homosexual. He sat their quietly, not saying anything (which is the opposite of what he would do) and she was talking down to him a lot, until I stood up and cursed my head off at her. I don't think I ever yelled at anyone that much before. Of course this was only a dream, but I was still yelling like an insane person. I don't even know what I was saying, but her and her friends were so insulted they said they were leaving and skipping out on the wedding. My uncle got furious and said he had to call off the wedding because she wasn't going to be there but I was glad she was gone. After that, I saw my cousin and told him what happened and said I was sorry but I wasn't going to let anyone talk to my brother like that. He wasn't too upset about it and we told him we had to leave. While we were leaving, it started raining, and we got in our car and went home. Me and my brother were talking about something, but I don't know what, other than what just happened.
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Work and Play

I had two dream last night.

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Dream One

I was in some sort of theater group or something. I think it was like a camp where a bunch of kids were sent away. I have never been in any type of singing or acting class before so I was terrible compared to the other kids and wasn't given any kind of good part. Eventually, some woman came from whatever company sent funds to the theater group and wanted to shut the group down for some reason. She was asking some people questions in private but completely ignored others. We were all sitting in front of the stage when she was going to make the announcement we were shut down and some people started saying she wasn't fair because she didn't even talk to all of us. She ignored that fact that some of us were even there. I stood up and started talking about what the group had done for me. I told her how amazing it had been and that I had never even been on a stage before but this place made me feel really good. Some other people started get up and talking to try and convince her and then we all ran up on stage to do the latest play we had created. I normally had a very minor part, but I think this time they let me take some other parts because it was just for fun. I think at one point I was singing something and after that me and this other guy were two comic relief characters who were using their silly talking to distract this one character who was trying to have the main character hanged. While we were distracting them, a bunch of characters in gold armor came in to start a battle with the bad guys. We jumped in to try and help fight, but were swiftly knocked away. They let me get into a suit of the gold armor and help out in the fight, which we were actually playing out. It was kind of like a game where if one member of the other team got hit, they were dead, and there was no definite winner so anything went. At the end it was me and two other guys left and I was parrying them with my sword and blocking with my shield until I sliced both of them at once with one lucky shot. After the play we all went back to our dressing rooms and I felt pretty good about about myself and was smiling at all the girls. We were all changing out of our costumes and I guess we were saying goodbye until next time.

Dream Two

For some reason, my mom owned a 7-Eleven in this dream. I was working there and she was training me to use the cash register and I had a pretty big line in front of me. I rang up the first customer I had and his total came to like $16.40 or something like that and he gave me $20 and left. I didn't know what to do with the change since he didn't want it and I was also really confusing myself because for some reason I had my wallet out and was trying to put money into it. I accidentally put the money the man just gave me into my wallet and continued to try and help the other customers. No matter what happened though, there was always something I was calling my mother over to help with me. Later that night, I had remember that I accidentally put the money into my wallet so I went back to return it. I walked in and there were a bunch of people there and as soon as I started touching the cash register they started yelling that I was stealing and that they were going to call the cops. I put the money back and asked one of the people there if I was allowed to work another shift now, but they said I couldn't. The cops showed up because someone reported me stealing and I tried to explain but the background of my dream shifted from the store to a police questioning room. I ended up telling them everything and I think they let me go.

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Portal to the Afterlife

Alright, I don't know what happened, it could have been because blogger went down and removed some posts or it could have been because I submitted this post wrong from my phone, but this long post I had got erased. So, in order to keep my dream logs accurate, I have to repost it. It was funny because I originally thought I was going to be making a short post about the portal dream, but that dream reminded me about the second dream I had. Then after writing and posting the second dream I put down my phone, looked out the window, and something reminded me of the third. When I finished that, I remembered the fourth and was at the supermarket by that time and was too busy to write it in. So, here we go at attempting this again, and hopefully this time it stays.

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Dream One
For a while I had been debating on whether or not to buy Portal 2. When I think about wanting something, sometimes I dream about it. In this dream, I was playing Portal 2 co-op with my brother. I remember us being in space and jumping around pretty much just playing with the portal guns and having fun with them. Eventually, a huge bear monster was about to be released so I shot a portal that he would fall through and then land somewhere else. It worked and he took some damage, but then he came at us again so we had to finish him off. I know there was a lot more to this dream, but that is all I remember clearly about it.

Dream Two
After having that dream, I ended up at the mall that day and I decided it was time to buy Portal 2. That night, I had a dream that found me in the same mall. In this dream, I started out in a classroom where this woman said it was Spanish class. For some reason, everyone in the class got really angry. I know I was angry because I had already taken Italian as a foreign language, but in reality I wouldn't mind learning Spanish since my girlfriend speaks it fluently. I asked my friend if we really needed to be in this class and he told me we didn't so we got up and left. Outside of the classroom was actually the mall. Me and my friend met up with some of our other friends and we were having a good time hanging around the mall. Eventually, this group of kids showed up and the "leader" of the group was a big hulk of a man-woman. I couldn't really tell what it was, but I'm going to call it a man. Eventually, he started picking on one of my friends about something and so I stepped in and told him to back off. Not being able to understand reason, the creature took a swing at my face. I'm pretty sure it hit me so I grabbed him and threw him across the mall. After beating him up for a while me and my friends went back to enjoying ourselves at the mall.

Dream Three
This dream was incredibly creepy at the time. In the dream I believe I was having a sleepover with my cousins or something at my dads house. My cousins all fell asleep in the guest room, so I went into my dads room to sleep on the floor. I walked in and saw my brother already asleep on the floor and I saw that the computer was on. I went over to it and saw a whole bunch of porn on it so I shut it off, but for some reason it jumped over to my phone and I couldn't get it off. After a while I ignored it and realized I had to use the bathroom. I left the room and walked towards the bathroom when I heard what sounded like my grandfather laughing with this woman he had recently broken up with. Since I thought they were no longer together I went downstairs to check if she was there. I walked downstairs and saw that the only thing down there was my grandfather asleep on the couch. I was wondering what I heard and was looking around but found nothing. I think I might have gone outside and looked around too, but found nothing. When I returned to the stairs, I saw my grandfathers dog laying dead on the steps. This was creepy because the dog had actually died a few days ago. I stepped over him and went back into the bathroom. After using it, I was washing my hands at the sink and looked up into the mirror. I felt a really weird presence there and then my face started looking very evil in the mirror. I said the words "Grandma?" aloud, I guess thinking it was the spirit of my grandmother who died in that house a while back. After saying that, I was flung up into the air by something and hung upside down. I was screaming for help but my voice was very raspy and faint. I continued to scream until my dad busted into the bathroom and got me down. That's all I remember from that dream.

Dream Four
In this dream I don't remember too much. I remember being in a hotel room in Las Vegas with a bunch of my cousins and some of my friends. I think one of my aunts was there too. We were sitting around a TV watching The Room  for a while, and then I think I was looking for something else to put on TV because everyone else had fallen asleep and I was getting tired myself. I couldn't find anything good and then I think I said aloud something like "Wait! We're in Vegas!" and then some of my cousins were awake and we were outside of the room ready to go downstairs. Some of my younger cousins were running around the hotel floor before we went down into the lobby which looked pretty awesome. But then I woke up.
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Deadly Sharks and Deadly Dads

So my mom and brother burned out the charger on my laptop after they burned out the charger on theirs leaving me without a computer, which makes it semi-difficult to post my dreams among other things. But I'm going to try my best. I have two dreams from two different nights, but I'm going to post them in one post since they are relatively short.

Also, I noticed my last three dreams all involved song titles, which I thought was interesting. I probably could have kept the theme going but I try to go with titles that feel natural, even when they suck, and I didn't want to force it. I thought it was really cool though haha.

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Dream One
I was watching some kind of live show with my girlfriend and some others in the audience. Two of the main characters were joke arguing about something around a shark tank that was part of the show. They cut their backs open and jumped in and said whoever was eaten first would lose the argument. I think this was actually part of the show and therefor no one was actually going to die. However, me and some other members found ourselves a little too close for comfort because we were sitting on a step leading into the shark tank and there were sharks swimming by our feet. A bunch of us panicked and got up and began to run and jump away from the tank but when I tried to do that, I fell in. At this point, I was sinking in the water and feeling nothing but absolute fear. I don't even think I can describe the amount of terror I felt in the dream. I attempted to swim up but eventually felt so terrified that I passed out under water and began to sink even deeper into the tank, sharks swimming right beside me, circling me. I'm also terrified of fish being near me in the water so this was terrible. Eventually, I was out of the tank, though I don't remember how, and found myself in some kind of sewer labyrinth. An evil old looking wizard told me if I got through I would be able to find my girlfriend. I eventually got through all of the obstacles but when I reached her at the end, the wizard trapped me somewhere else and said it was up to her to save me. But that's her story, not mine, so I woke up.

Dream Two
I was at my girlfriends house and was wrapped up in blanket in just a pair of underwear. My girlfriend was sitting on the same couch as me, fully clothed, and some other girl was sitting on a couch across from us. We were all watching something on TV when I thought I heard a car door outside. I told my girlfriend I should get dressed incase her parents came home and got the wrong idea. I stood up and dropped the blanket and at that exact moment, her dad walked in the front door. He started exploding with anger as I tried to explain myself, but he wouldn't hear it. Eventually, after I think what was a long car chase and attempted escape, I sat down with him and explained to him that I was very much in love with his daughter and planned to marry her someday and that even though nothing happened between us, I cared about her very much. I don't think he cared too much though.
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Bad Romance

Alright, I'm just gonna go out on a limb here and say that I had this dream because I fell asleep with HBO on right after hearing a commercial about Lady Gaga's tour at Madison Square Garden. It was really weird so forgive me if I describe it and it's hard to follow.

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I was at what was supposed to be my great grandfather's house, who lives in Florida, but in this dream he did not. In the house was much of my family and I was on my laptop doing something. I got up and went into the kitchen and when I got back, something had caused a fire. I saw my two little cousins sitting on the couch playing with their Nintendo DS systems. I rushed and yelled at them to get up and leave the house, quickly evacuating everyone I could and me and some other of my aunts were looking for a fire extinguisher, but my grandfather said there wasn't one in the house. I grabbed my computer and left some of my other stuff in the house to burn. The fire was moving very oddly though, it wasn't spreading like a real fire would. More like a Minecraft fire. Square to square, except very slowly. Outside of the house, I guess we were waiting for the firetrucks to come. We were standing on some train tracks and avoiding trains as they passed us by. I tried to keep my cousins away from the trains, and I wasn't sure why we were on the train tracks, especially since they were so busy. I found my brother and he said he wanted to go into the city, so we left everyone else and headed for the city. I was either flying at this point or I was jumping from building to building, but eventually I heard some woman announce on a radio that I guess I was listening to that Lady Gaga was playing right now at Madison Square Garden (I'm going to assume it was another commercial playing at that point and the voice was actually projected into my dream). The woman also said that she was spotted in the back of an alley nearby getting ready for the show. I told my brother to meet me there over the phone, since we had split up or something, and I saw Lady Gaga in an alley, just like the woman on the radio said. She saw me and told me to come down (since I was still on top of the building) and I climbed down a fire escape. She said that I was going to help her out with her show and I would be allowed to go backstage with her and be on stage with her and I agreed that I would and thought it was pretty cool.

Things are going to start getting increasingly more weird from this point on. I don't know what happened at that point, then she said she wanted to kiss me, or I asked her, but I really don't remember how it came up. I told her that I had a girlfriend though and I didn't want to cheat on her. She said something like "I'm sure she wouldn't mind" and I said "Yeah, you're right" so I gave her a quick peck, but then she shoved her tongue in my mouth and I pulled away. She said "That's how Gaga kisses baby!" and then continued to kiss me. Eventually we stopped and I don't know really know what happened, but I think she was upset we couldn't be together. I asked if I could have her phone number or something because I thought it would be really awesome to be her friend and I would love to keep in contact with her. She gave it to me and I guess she went on to do her show.

I don't know what happened exactly at that point, but I believe I was following the rest of this story watching a young blonde woman. This blonde girl had information that the mayor of whatever city (I don't know where the hell this was, because it sure wasn't New York, it was almost like England because I think there was a queen there) was having an affair with Lady Gaga and she wanted to get the story out. I believe that the mayor was married to the queen, which doesn't make much sense, but that's how it was. I only remember little fragments of this, but I think the blonde girl was getting into some magical fights inside a library and eventually ended up at a tower where she tried to talk to the queen. The queen said she knew about the Gaga affair and that she was trying to keep the whole thing quiet. It was then revealed that Gaga was with the queen and the queen didn't mind...or something. But the queen did care about the story getting out, so she trapped the blonde girl in some magical bubble that made her float towards the ceiling. After that, I think an agreement was reached and everyone was friends.

And during all of this, Gaga wanted to be with me (I know, dream me is such a stud) but this romance could never be. I felt connected to her, but loved my girlfriend too much to leave her. Sorry Gaga.
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I asked my girlfriend if she would care if I made out with Lady Gaga, and she said she wouldn't. So, good for me...I honestly don't know why I dreamed about making out with Lady Gaga, but hey, none of my dreams make much sense. Guess we'll see what I dream about tonight...